had mdma for the first time and i now realize my perception of consciousness has really only been surface level. probably the most profound experience of my life.
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What is that?
I tried to explain this to friend that never tried even to smoke weed. Difficult to comprehend until tou have amd feel that experience..
I would like to try DMT, read that should be even higher level of deep consciousness and self revelation.
While I’m in favor of the free trade of drugs, be careful.
In a couple of days, you’ll see how “fun” that mild depression caused by MDMA really is—and it gets worse with every dose.
I’ll never have a single good experience with drugs; I’ve seen too many lives ruined.
Drugs make you do a lot of stupid things—it’s no different from being drunk.
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Peak chemical 🫡 stay hydrated and safe
i don't think there are words to explain it. did it with a new girl im seeing and felt like we were melting into each other. it's such a strong entactogen it feels like we're tied together for life. hugging felt better than sex which was too intense. music was incredible. such an insane feeling. the fact that its illegal feels wrong to me.
definitely want to try dmt next. i haven't tried lsd either, might try candy flipping 😅
how much was it? asking for a fren
but when i have a Guinness and post it, they say i blew double digit zaps getting high. lmao.
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lol what took you so long
Yep. Taken in the right set and setting, it can flip one's perceptions to the positive for the rest of one's life. Just one dose required.
For me, it was the single most (positive) transformative event of my life.
Each subsequent use will be less profound. Don't use it more than once or twice a year.
feels wrong to abuse it. once a year seems reasonable.
Yes. As with all such medicines it should be used very consciously, and never flippantly. It is a gift, not a tool. Set and setting is key.
lmao.
what‘s your thoughts on weed?
i do it on occasion but its kinda boring/uninteresting to me
Holy shit man!!! Don‘t limit yourself like that!!! Double dose, triple dose, dose for days, dose every weekend for a year, vomit because you thought you could handle a bit more… then… once you understand why Tuesday is the worst day of the week for bakers and not Monday, then… then step back and say I think there might be a reasonable use policy that works for me 🤣🤣🤣 and then when you’ve had enough of the ‘etamine sweats and you realise that your lips probably can’t handle another round of licking… move to shrooms!!!! 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
you should figure out what your escalation ladder is. going from i tried x to dmt is rather drastic.
Nice 🫶 I’m like 95% everyone should do this roughly around early adulthood. Would make the world a much better place.
I first had MDMA over 30 years ago and have followed all these steps😬😂.
It was legal in The States till the mid 80's.
oh man.. If you haven't tried LSD yet and MDMA was so profound for you, you'll be getting one deep ride there! Just be sure to have good conditions around - it is a must there and can make a difference between a truly spiritual experience you'll never forget in your entire life vs horrible chaotic mind-frenzy of the worst kind. In my case it was so profound I kept doing it every month for years, doing everything from meditation and pranayama techniques (because you 'get' the actual effects in real-time - if you have basic foundations covered of course...) to every possible raja yoga practice. It works incredibly well when you start understanding how it actually works. My wildest experiences were in natural caves or top of the hills during night-time, with very limited number of friends who were also well versed in it. IMHO it's by far the greatest drug ever conceived but also unfortunately, not for everyone (especially nowadays that so many have psychological problems). It's not a 'good-feel' drug, though it can feel great sometimes. It's more a sort of experiential soul-searching tool that can allow you to see the deepest hells and highest havens hidden in the core of what old Egyptians called 'our star' (the center of our being/soul that can for the lack of better words only be described as 'holy'). I could go on and on about this one for months, so let me just say this: unimaginable unforgettable true experience that, if properly handled allows humans to truly meet themselves.
One final note: the trip is long and should be taken as such by default, because that time is needed for us to absorb everything and then slowly... sloooowly come down to earth. Don't take downers to 'come-down' if at all possible. Go through it instead even if it might not feel always 'nice'. And don't fall for the idea that you can't fall asleep or something. Use that time instead because it's fucking precious. And once more.. don't do it just by the way. That is by far the most important - be prepared and have a lot of time at your disposal. You don't want finding yourself looking at a watch or something because it will fuck you up if you do.
Good luck and I hope I didn't bore people with this too much :)
having your first child will make any drugs meaningless in comparison
Last year I went on quite a journey, MDMA, LSD, bufo dmt-me05, changa DMT, peyote, San Pedro ,rapé, psilosybin mushrooms, cannabis, ayuascha and some others I probably forgot. The plants are teachers and the lesson I gotbia that life here is the real ceremony and everything is already within us ✨
Candyflipping is intense. Maybe start with regular LSD/Shrooms trip first.
Then you can do it with someone you like and trust in a safe place.
Also try to leave at least 30 days between MDMA sessions. Even better 3 or 6 month.
Also please test your stuff before using it (test kits aren't that expensive).
Have fun and safe trips :)
You can have the same effect and even more deep, powerful and controlled with.....
Meditation!💟🔥
Bad thing, requires discipline, being constant and start the biggest war against your worse enemy: yourself.
I agree. But it is different after LSD/Shrooms and probably DMT (with after I mean if you took a bigger dose once, not hours after the other).
It can be quite nice with a partner as well, but I feel like it slows down ones mental space for some time, so I personally don't like doing it very often.
But did you have sex while on mdma?
definitely part of the profundity 😆
wow. Amazing… and yes.
Hello Will's self, nice to meet you.
> a new girl I'm seeing
whoa did this dude parade his wife and kids around here the other day
But have you ever done any psychedelics?
I think you missed high dose of cardamom hahaha you killed it br0
So intense!
Run knots + bip110
Haha haven't tried Iboga yet, it stopped calling me 😅
Ive been enjoying sass a bit more. Usually only on it at parties and weekenders anymore, but good fun
oh the lies
does he look like it? lol
this happened to me with dunkin donuts cofee once
When i had lunch with @Leonard Pickard one time he suggested it for treating addiction. Seems like an interesting one.
haha good to know, i’ve heard good things. i’ll make sure its in the right place at the right time.
yeah i think regular lsd trip would be my next thing. I’m not huge into drugs so it would be a special occasion for sure.
Yes it can last for days and you can get a full life review minus Ebenezer Scrooge. you are right I watched a documentary about it being used to treat heroin addicts, mixed results but more positive than not. I know a shaman here who has worked with it for many years and she swears by it. Ibogaine is probably becoming more popular.
almost too intense. The profound thing for me was that it felt childish/play when a more important thing was happening. where just sitting in the shower and hugging was a more fulfilling experience. More soul melding and less raw horny. So fascinating 🤯 Its like an oxytocin amplifier. Dangerous…
Whats the difference?
yeah its kinda sleazy tbh
Your brain is your reality and messing with it a bit lets you realize that it’s all a simulation delivered to you by you but you can sort of steer it 🤯
reality is rendered by your brain from a model it has built of the world over time. drugs are like gameshark codes that can modify memory registers to tweak your conscious experience. didn't know my love of reverse engineering would go this far lol
cool
LMFAO 😂
Wow, that's some lunch with the mayor!
he goes hard
Ok, good for you, that you are now a drug user.
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Mdma is a good time. Been a while. Id definitely have a testing kit if I still occasionally used it with what's going around nowadays.
Ever try shrooms (or any psychedelic)? in Minecraft of course.
MDA vs MDMA. Sass lasts longer, more visual, less empathetic. Still feel comradarie and are very open to thoughtful conversation and sociable. Just less emotional bonding. Sass hangover and brain damage has been studied and known to be worse than MDMA, but I can't tell the difference the days and week after ive used it.
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Next you'll be candy flipping. And attending a party on a beach (preferably Koh Phanang). And having the best time.
Spoiler alert: you won’t get that first time back. Maybe the first 2-3x. But the ball just won’t bounce back as high.
thats ok, i would be ok if that was my last time. Was just cool to experience.
Welcome to the club!
It be like that. MDMA and psilocybin are S tier realization compounds. I’ve never felt more profound realizations than when I ingest those two, at the same time is peak.
yeah hippie flip seems interesting
I’ll never forget having a profound sense of white-hot gratitude while tripping hard on psilocybin and staring at the stars. Imagining the chain of events trillions of actions long that, had it not gone exactly the way it did, I wouldn’t exist. It’s never left me since.
Enjoy life from the other side
LSD is my fav. My favorite combo is LSD and MDMA (probably MDA actually, but either will do).
I've used various psychedelics, and combinations of all kinds of things. I've been a guide for people, and have helped people therapeutically; in addition to plenty of "recreation".
When used with the right intention, powerful changes can happen. Psilocybin has been known to take care of PTSD and physical addiction, and sometimes just from one experience. As one of my girlfriends said after her first mushroom trip, "That was the equivalent to ten years of therapy!"
I spent a long time (years) thinking about DMT before doing it. Then I spent months preparing for it. When I finally got to the point of "blasting off", and started to enter another realm, I realized that some of the voices I followed were lying to me, and there was a being trying to hold me down. I "backed out" of the journey, which is uncomfortable, btw. I'm not sure I'll go back. I support using psychedelics for various purposes, but I'm not sure DMT is beneficial. I've had a lot of friends report amazing experiences, but I can't say they've benefitted from them. Ayuacsa might be a different story, but I'd have to have the experience before I can say.
In a year?!? You got the whole shebang in there. Wow. Ok. I love plant medicine! That's quite the concentrated journeying though. But in second thought, I've probably done 8 of those together in a single year as well a while back.
Wonderful. Ecstasy was definitely my go to 22 years ago... Then I vowed to only commune with plant medicine which lasted for about for about 13 years until I tried a few lab made things which I regretted but was reminded I love MDMA. But it's been at least five years since I last had any at a decompression gathering. Definitely was in consideration doing it in therapeutic setting a few years ago with the idea to have prepared an aftercare supplement regimen course as the hormonal depletion is real.
Better drink a cup of Ayahuasca with the right ayahuascero.
I’d consider some psilocybin before dmt and acid. Exploring one’s consciousness is beautiful and humbling. The path kills egos, expands minds and makes you appreciate the more important things in life. Enjoy!
Yes over the course of last year or so, actually I didn't really plan any of it, it sort of fell into place. Like a Columbian shaman I happened to meet at a cafe who first introduced me to mambe and amil - that's one I forgot. They say when the student is ready the teacher arrives, and that's how I feel it happens with the plants and the shamans.
Fuvk ya.
Yea, nothing really like it.
I’ve done that plenty of times. Never really had any interesting impact on me like people describe. Just made me giggly
sounds like you have mistaken some sugar for psilocybin
Its possible i was never taking enough, dunno
sounds most likely
Oh yes. I still remember that mdma experience from 15 years ago. It was really mind blowing
It’s not a “one and done” as far as life changing but probably has had some impact. Exploring consciousness with or without the use of psychedelics is beneficial imho. Psychedelics can be used as a tool or life hack to speed the process.
that is called a heartattack
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now it can be attacked, it has a hardened outer layer
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For sure. That's cool to hear. Mmm, so mamve sounds good right now. Ayahuasca first found me in my favorite lil bookstore on a wet fall day in Portland after a hot yoga class down the street from where I lived. Then in 2014 I'd joined a women circle in Los Gatos and after some time one of the women came to me and said the medicine instructed me to call you in. 😃 That's how I was introduced to my first medicine woman and this sacred ally plant that's been a major initiator and teacher since.
psychological tolerance to MDMA is permanent. you have max 12 "magical" experiences in your whole life and that's pushing it. I resent the idea of people wasting these experiences. read the autobiographical section of pihkal and look for advice from ann shulgin.
I have two pieces of blotter art signed by ann shulgin. I bought them immediately after she died
I believed so as well for the first 5-10 years. Later, as I got older I realised it's in most cases just a mixture of ignorance, fear and uncertenty. Give you an example: when I first started experimenting I was still living in communist Jugoslavia and the attitude towards drugs was extremly negative because nobody and I mean nobody in authority had *any* idea that they actually functions very differently. They though heroin is the same as grass. It was complete ignorance and fear. Later when we transitioned to a half decent capitalist country and the politicians werem't just all drunk old Partizans from WW2 anymore the laws changed for the better and sentencings became much lighter and more sane. They started differentiationg between hard drugs and soft drugs like grass. Also the atitude of population changed dramatically over the last 15 years. Think about the fact tthat just 15 years ago there was zero legalisation progression in places like USA and that after 2 generations fighting for it for like 50 years prior. The reason wasn't 'racism' or even 'oil companies' as I was told repeatedly for years, but simply ignorance and fear. When you have just one word ( 'drug' ) for the whole set of completely different chemicals it's no wonder that people who don't experiment witht them to just imagine them all as 'bad' on the level of heroin or meth. What they see is a junkie on the street bothering them or worse. And they hear horrible stories which are also mostly true. When drugs come to town, the town usually goes to shits because 'drugs' in reality doesn't mean MDMA or LSD or psylocybine (I could go on ;) ) but 'meth' or 'heroin'. It's what people can see with their eyes.
What we should actually do if we want to make this right is to use different words for different types of substances. In the 60's 'psychadelics' was used and then mostly forgotten in the 80's. But in the 90's a better, more precise, word became popular: 'entheogens'. It's a perfect word for the type we're discussing here. If we used such clasifications regularly people outside of experimental circles would start to differentiate between them as well and from there it's an easy step to sane legalisation laws.