That's why they call MDMA the love drug ahah yeah the feeling of merging and sharing love it's almost physical also just hanging around with friends, can just imagine with a partner, never tried that. There's a reason they made drugs illegal IMHO.. they would help us discover ourselves, create stronger community bonds and we would be less inclined to be diverted and manipulated by external factor instead of internal ones that perhaps comes and are enhanced by connecting with others, real life connection not on words.

i had this same thought. almost feels like a conspiracy...

you should figure out what your escalation ladder is. going from i tried x to dmt is rather drastic.

It was legal in The States till the mid 80's.

oh man.. If you haven't tried LSD yet and MDMA was so profound for you, you'll be getting one deep ride there! Just be sure to have good conditions around - it is a must there and can make a difference between a truly spiritual experience you'll never forget in your entire life vs horrible chaotic mind-frenzy of the worst kind. In my case it was so profound I kept doing it every month for years, doing everything from meditation and pranayama techniques (because you 'get' the actual effects in real-time - if you have basic foundations covered of course...) to every possible raja yoga practice. It works incredibly well when you start understanding how it actually works. My wildest experiences were in natural caves or top of the hills during night-time, with very limited number of friends who were also well versed in it. IMHO it's by far the greatest drug ever conceived but also unfortunately, not for everyone (especially nowadays that so many have psychological problems). It's not a 'good-feel' drug, though it can feel great sometimes. It's more a sort of experiential soul-searching tool that can allow you to see the deepest hells and highest havens hidden in the core of what old Egyptians called 'our star' (the center of our being/soul that can for the lack of better words only be described as 'holy'). I could go on and on about this one for months, so let me just say this: unimaginable unforgettable true experience that, if properly handled allows humans to truly meet themselves. One final note: the trip is long and should be taken as such by default, because that time is needed for us to absorb everything and then slowly... sloooowly come down to earth. Don't take downers to 'come-down' if at all possible. Go through it instead even if it might not feel always 'nice'. And don't fall for the idea that you can't fall asleep or something. Use that time instead because it's fucking precious. And once more.. don't do it just by the way. That is by far the most important - be prepared and have a lot of time at your disposal. You don't want finding yourself looking at a watch or something because it will fuck you up if you do. Good luck and I hope I didn't bore people with this too much :)

Candyflipping is intense. Maybe start with regular LSD/Shrooms trip first. Then you can do it with someone you like and trust in a safe place. Also try to leave at least 30 days between MDMA sessions. Even better 3 or 6 month. Also please test your stuff before using it (test kits aren't that expensive). Have fun and safe trips :)

> a new girl I'm seeing whoa did this dude parade his wife and kids around here the other day

yeah its kinda sleazy tbh

LSD is my fav. My favorite combo is LSD and MDMA (probably MDA actually, but either will do). I've used various psychedelics, and combinations of all kinds of things. I've been a guide for people, and have helped people therapeutically; in addition to plenty of "recreation". When used with the right intention, powerful changes can happen. Psilocybin has been known to take care of PTSD and physical addiction, and sometimes just from one experience. As one of my girlfriends said after her first mushroom trip, "That was the equivalent to ten years of therapy!" I spent a long time (years) thinking about DMT before doing it. Then I spent months preparing for it. When I finally got to the point of "blasting off", and started to enter another realm, I realized that some of the voices I followed were lying to me, and there was a being trying to hold me down. I "backed out" of the journey, which is uncomfortable, btw. I'm not sure I'll go back. I support using psychedelics for various purposes, but I'm not sure DMT is beneficial. I've had a lot of friends report amazing experiences, but I can't say they've benefitted from them. Ayuacsa might be a different story, but I'd have to have the experience before I can say.

Wow. New news. Are you and your wife still together?

I’d consider some psilocybin before dmt and acid. Exploring one’s consciousness is beautiful and humbling. The path kills egos, expands minds and makes you appreciate the more important things in life. Enjoy!

We were never married, but we’re officially separated now.

deadbeat cointard now deadbeat dad too

I'm saddened and sorry to hear that.