You didn’t want me in the room. I’m not going to pretend that didn’t hurt and continue giving you social clout. Disengaged. You lost my enthusiasm.

Hmmm... Just had this ad served... Anyone tried this? #asknostr

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Grateful for all the sweet four leggeds that have blessed my path. These guys were loving. The black one quite mischievous too. He definitely stirred me up. Naughty is his love language 😂😍🐕 #animalmedicine #coregulating

GM 🌞 #randomcollage #memories #past

😂😂🤣🤣 "Venus has OFFICIALLY entered Scorpio, and she doesn’t want butterflies… She wants emotional nudity, unwavering loyalty and your phone unlocked🦂🖤 Intensity isn’t intimacy, honey babies Tell the truth instead of creating a test Here we go! #astrology #zodiac #venus #scorpio"

Fuck you and your stupid gatekeepers.

None will be liked by me. Fuck offfffff

I could have applied to this right away. I was there early enough that I could have nominated some of the people who ultimately ended up speaking—which, according to the application form, would have given me a free ticket. I needed some time to figure out if I could make it. Then I realized I would really like to make it if I could. Being in person for some of the Builder events really brought the right spark in for me. I applied almost a month ago, spent time arranging free accommodations in SF, and kept checking daily for “the organizers’” decision so I could confirm them. I even offered to volunteer if that could help make attendance possible. Eventually, I had to let the accommodations go and decided I wasn't going because I wasn't hearing anything back and had lost my free place to stay. Meanwhile, Presidio was still publicly posting that there was time to apply. So now I realize applying earlier most likely wouldn't have made a difference either. Guess I'm just NOT Elite enough for “the organizers.” And they let me know one day before the actual event. What a fucking joke. I guess “the organizers” curated a very exclusive event that still had seats publicly advertised until yesterday. GFY. Could have at least sent me a readable, properly formatted rejection email with an unsubscribe button. Oh hey... GM. 🌞 Can you tell I'm butthurt when this is what I'm thinking about first thing, before I'm even fully awake?

I am sensing it's gonna get kinda ugly and unseemly in the Bitcoin space for a bit probably coming up already in process. Ewww. But... I sense corruption the moment I stepped in here. So it's only making sense. Nothing hidden stays a secret forever... it would seem.

I went on a short weighted vest walk today... Not too long... It was warmer than I anticipated... And apparently it's an 80° heat wave in San Francisco... Had a video chat with a young chicka tech professional about potentially sitting for her near GG park for a couple weeks while she travels. It would help fill my gap. I think I kinda got the "um, I don't think so" quite early on but continued the interview. I said I am gonna sleep on it. But atm I am not quite feeling it. One of her cats seems too demanding and potentially night time sleep distruptive... And I really don't need that in my life rn... On my top only 3 "hate" list is disrupted sleep. My walk was short cos I don't wanna overtax my body rn. Still not feeling at 💯. Prefer planning ahead with intention to avoid unnecessary stress as much as possible. The right door will open in divine timing. And I am generally pretty ready to grow roots in my own sweet lil cozy soft nourishing nest. I am really loving this sculpture. #proofofwalk

I was napping this afternoon... My body is still recovering and keeping something at bay... And I had three different phone conversations that kinda took the air out of me... I felt enough rested and as I lifted my head was delighted to see these beauties right outside. Mama and baby deer medicine. If you look closer a second baby enter the picture as the first one went behind mama.

To be honest I'm kinda not really looking forward to Venus retrograde in Scorpio vibes being prevalent this fall/winter. But we gotta work with what we got... Rebirth and transformation are imminent. On a positive node Venus is just crossing my Libra ♎ Moon 🌝 at 29° today which I only became aware of moments ago, and I've had some great developments happen just in the last 12ish hours that got me squeeling and jumping around in celebration... So thank you gorgeous Venus for the gifts. Love you ❤️

Sept selfies through the years... Happy Wednesday folks.

I'm happy with how my day unfolded. Today was a good day. I have faith. Things will be ok. Slowly but surely. Little by little. I'm on it. It's all gonna align...

Been feeling like some kinda bug is creeping in... Not sure if I had enough vitamin C today to try and keep it at bay. Took some activated charcoal too. + My Betaine HCl with Pepsin, zinc and hemagenics. Been sleeping in a lot the last few days... My body has been needing it.

I am grateful

Slow and steady baba