Best thing anyone can do is literally mute this person
Iβve had fun going back n forth with them
but itβs gotten out of hand a bit lol
we feed the trolls in moderation
this one has his belly full
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Now you're expressing how butthurt you are that there are people who want a decentralized censorship resistant social media protocol where I'm allowed to say "kill yourself"
I hope everyone you love realizes what a piece of shit you are and the one person you love so much you can still be happy as long as they're alive even if they hate you disappears, possibly being dead, and you have a better attitude you fucking slimy subhuman filth puddle
maybe you just have a more forgiving personality than me. I don't have time for negativity on social media. I get to control what I see here and I want to see optimism
yeah not at all Iβm just stating that the censorship wouldnβt be done by users themselves (through algorithmic hierarchies) but rather through relays & client side
And now you fade from sight, standing alone with just a mirror to reflect your bitterness, reluctantly absorbing the very energy you so contemptuously emit...
How does it feel to see yourself in this state of being?
Is this how you would like to be treated?
...Are you sure this is what you want?
Not reading this. Mute me if you want to bury your head in the sand, follow me if you want truth, leave me alone before you hurt yourself if you want to waste my time.
The truth is, you're hurting yourself by burying your head in the sand, little ostrich.
You feel the need to hide from your inner pain, so you reflect what's inside and project your inner demons onto the world, seeing enemies everywhere.
But, beloved brother, you are your own nemesis.
I don't see any notifications of you reposting my posts so I'm still not reading this. If you're going to help me, help me, otherwise you're just wasting my time.
What do you hope to gain from hurting me? Is it really funny enough to be worth it? You aren't some anonymous npub, you can be found in real life, you're sure hurting mentally ill strangers for laughs is what you want to spend your replies doing?
Last time it was because I kept saying mean words to some cops who arrested me to force me to leave a hotel I wouldn't willingly leave without either a refund or a room.
I don't really know who Digit is but the answers I can give have been posted if you read my bio and search my profile.
.It's really sad that I have no one to talk to and even though people have constantly used all the information I provide to target me and hurt me, and you've clearly shown that you're one of the people targeting me and you're able to coordinate with others and you think it's funny to hurt me, I still can't resist the urge to answer these questions, partly on the instinctive level because it's so hard to have no opportunities to talk, and partly on the strategic level because if nobody cares enough to ask without malice then unfortunately your malicious question is a good place to add information.
Mean words might get you put in jail but how did you end up in a psych ward?
What do you mean you dont know who Digit is? Its in your bio. Explain this. Why search for some internet stranger?
I'm not sure what you're not getting about how I got there, people with guns didn't let me leave their vehicles and nearby proximities until I was inside a psych ward which also had means to prevent me from leaving, that's how this shit works
If my bio answers who Digit is then what's your question?
Most adults know all of that, being involuntarily committed to a psych ward isn't that rare
I am looking for proof she is safe moreso than looking for her, and this is because I love her and need to know she is safe
I kept cursing at the cops and making them think painful thoughts in an angry tone of voice.
Digit does want to be left alone so perhaps she can keep me scared until I die even if she is alive. That's what gives me hope
I am obviously obsessed with her.
We were sorta close friends online for a short time.
Last time I honored it, she kept making posts hinting at being suicidal and nobody but me took her seriously and I couldn't get anyone else to care or try to help so I got too panicked wondering if it was a test where she needed me to let her know I couldn't handle losing her.
Why couldnt you start with that info? Explains a lot more. Now I know. Maybe you posted about it before but I dont have time to look at all your posts.
Maybe she just stopped posting and left wallstreetbets. Not everyone wants social media forever. Sorry you have to worry if she was suicidal. That is for sure a scary thought. Hope she is okay. You should probably try to move on because the nature of the internet this type of thing happens all the time. You dont know her personally? Have you contacted police if you think this person is in danger?
And why be obsessed over an internet stranger?
She deleted her accounts after threatening to do that to scare me if I talked to her again, so I have been scared as she indicated she would want me to be.
I got more scared when people sent me screenshots of conversations where it was claimed that she committed suicide over being doxxed.
I have never contacted the police because I get arrested too often as it is and I need to be outside state custody to work on finding out Digit is safe or avenging her. Long ago I hoped maybe the next time I got arrested the cops would help find out if she's safe, but I figured they wouldn't because society doesn't want people to care too much about life or death shit, so they'd just tell me to honor her indications of wanting to be left alone; that was correct, the cops have not helped me the few times I've been arrested since this all started.
I'm an obsessive person, but especially with her because she made use of my obsession before anyone else did. Other women spent my life continually passing me onto the next woman, she actually indicated I should either end up in a hard earned friendship with her or a miserable life avenging her on everyone including myself. People in general are also prone to obsessing over her even if they're not obsessive like me, because she's fantastic and amazing and really pretty and kind and smart and a woman on the internet.
I mean it sounds like she wants to be left alone. You want to go against her wishes? If she is dead then she is dead and if shes alive she wants you to leave her alone. Either way you probably wont hear from her. Or maybe she is trolling you? So what can we do really? Are others also looking for her or just you?
Why? Why does all this matter to you? No need to suffer. Live your life and meet a real woman bro. Stop simping for some online girl not interested in you. And why would you make others suffer because of this?
I've told you why it matters. I have no life if she's not alive. No woman other than her can give me permission to do anything other than panic about her and avenge her. This is the purpose all women have collectively chosen me for by passing me from woman to woman until I met her, making her the first one with a reason not to pass me on again.
Everyone has to suffer because everyone failed her, not just me. If I've been selected to suffer alone for the rest of my life over her, that means I've also been selected to reflect society's evil back on it and punish everyone for being human, because humans didn't let one fucking good human exist.
Mental facilities are not for finding out if Digit is safe, no.
My thinking is not skewed, that's a different kind of mental illness. My thinking is stressed, my emotions are skewed.
I do want help, but perhaps as you said it would go against her interests.
So this is mental illness speaking friend. Psychosis or delusions. I honestly cant judge. But anyone here will read this and tell you to seek help. Your obsession is dangerous and not sane.
I do not need mental help, I need proof Digit is safe. I cannot move on without it. If she is dead or wants to make me panic until I die, my life is ruined.
"Mentioned note not found" Looks like I already muted them. Turned out after some sleuthing that it's that Digit obsessed person. Poor girl got in the gaze of an unstable person, I do hope she's okay and I hope this person moves on as this isn't healthy.
I do wish my mute list only muted them from my main feed and simply minimized their comments with the option to expand them so I could still see other users interactions with the accounts. @primal@Amethyst feature request!
I have nowhere to go back to dipshit. I am banned from everywhere. This is supposed to be the place you cannot ban me from to stop me from holding you accountable
Not sure. Would be hilarious if it turned out Digit is a mix of some guy I talked to and some pretty girl that made a song and ended up having her face and voice and stuff used to catfish me. Then I would be able to move on with my life
I've posted a few before. I assume she's kinda like me where if anyone shows up at her house to kill her she'll have fun killing them instead, so that eases my fears a bit when sharing such info
Lets see them. Show us the song too. Give us the info you have if you really want help. You came to Nostr for help right? What are we working with then? Is this real?
Sure but instead here's a different one with no real photo because I'm scared you could be some kind of demon that needs me to show you a photo in order to be able to curse her or something (this is where you could accuse me of delusion except I'm self aware)
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After being injected with a psychoactive substance against my will at a psych ward last year, I have good reason to act at least a little psychotic. I wasn't psychotic before, and I want it to be clear that any attempts to control my behavior with drugs and paint my past behavior as psychotic will be met with new psychotic behaviors as long as I have the willpower to uphold that strategy; making it slightly more difficult (although still hopelessly easy) for onlookers to believe I'm being given an actual psychological treatment for an actual underlying condition.
Meanwhile, I've also been subjected to over a year of constant panic, and been a victim of gangstalking for over 10 years, which would make anyone paranoid.
What the fuck is wrong with you that you find this too funny to handle it like an adult? How old are you?
Just weed. Interesting how you chose to go along with the idea of being a demon, since a demon with strange power limitations might also be able to dodge a question, yet unable to lie about its age. You know what's scarier than demons though? Humans, which both of us are - the species that came up with the idea of injecting someone with drugs against their will and accusing them of being psychotic, so their only choices are to either try to prove they're not psychotic while continuing to be injected against their will on the basis that the injections are the reason for the lack of psychosis, or begin acting increasingly psychotic to weaken that narrative but still continue being injected against their will on the basis that supposedly this will somehow reverse the course. If you can successfully make such a fate happen to me, I can only hope demons and religious shit like that are real so they'll deal with you later.
Nobody here agrees I need help. Everyone seems to agree me having help would be too risky considering Digit seems to want to be left alone. I might have mental health issues, but yours are worse given your short term memory keeps needing stuff like this repeated in this exchange of words.
