Every addiction is an avoidance of creation and service. It is a way to consume your own energy.
Every addictive pattern I’ve had, there is simply a moment where I decide I am done. It feels boring. It’s like I can see how overdone it is and is such a waste of my energy.
It’s a compelling waste because it’s convenient and doesn’t require much of me, which is why we gotta run it out for a while.
But then there’s a moment where you’re just sick of it and you’re sick of yourself doing that little game again.
Here’s your invitation to just decide you’re done.
