I’ve split with reality. I need constant depth. Beneath the surface level. I need constant thought experiments. Pondering possibilities that seem impossible. I need to be constantly “out there”… I don’t want anything else. It’s getting so hard to act normal.
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Who wants to be normal anyway?
I know. I’m glad I’m not “normal”…But the people around me try to talk to me, I’m just gone. Idk what else to say. I only want to talk to nature and look at the clouds and ponder. Then I fuck around online to waste time or whatever.
You're still using the word "I" a lot. If you stop using that word to communicate, you're going to get out there a lot farther a lot faster.
Using the word "I" anchors you to a highly personalized perception of reality, whereas avoiding the word as much as possible engenders a more decentralized manifestation of subjective reality, a diffused and distributed sense of self that encompasses the entire cosmos. Give it a try and please tell me what you think of this experimental meditation developed by me 😀
You’re right. Trying it
Stop trying to act normal. Most people quietly fear that their reality has departed from the shared spoken reality.
The truth is that we each assemble our reality based on our beliefs & our perception. A shift in both our beliefs & our perception is coming. Embrace it & express it with those who are receptive. Use your discernment though, not all are open to it & it's a good way to end up in the psych unit.
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Talk less. Observe the uncomfortable silences.
Be impeccable with your word.
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Truth.. I’m sure that everyone around me thinks I need to be committed. 😔😔
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I barely talk in my personal life. Like literally at nothing. Almost a constant state of observation. 🤝 I try to be as impeccable as possible, there’s just some loose ends I’m tying up. I don’t lie. I’ll tell you that much.
Me too. You are not alone
I’m relating to this more and more. I still tune in to sports on a weekly basis, but even that is beginning to feel like a willful distraction.
Yeah man. The sports psyop is deep.. and believe me, i was deep in it. I can still kinda enjoy it from time to time, but im pretty much forcing it now.
I find other people's obsession with gaining my agreement hard. I won't validate their victimhood or judgement. Putting a name to it has helped me to identify & respond to it better. Before that I couldn't quite pinpoint why I didn't like what they were saying.
I like the spiralling up metaphor. It helps communicate why it feels like 3 steps forward & 2 back sometimes. Higher highs & higher lows but always spiralling up.
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I like that! Spiraling up!! 🤝🔥
Its a bit of a paradox, the farther you go down certain rabbit holes, the lonelier it gets in the physical space as connections become fewer while the spiritual connectedness increases if that makes sense.
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