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One of my only remaining friends lost a friend to suicide recently as well. She's another person I wish would kill me before herself. I almost purple pilled her on nostr the other day, before all this shit escalated with @𝕾𝖊𝖗 𝕾𝖑𝖊𝖊𝖕𝖞 but she doesn't text me much, so I've been waiting since then for her to text again and continue the conversation. Meanwhile I Google her name every day to make sure she's alive. I assume she doesn't want to back me up against all the harassment I'm facing and as always I wonder if she's just about done being friends with me. I wish I knew Digit's name so I could just Google it to know she's alive. View quoted note →

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.. 11 months ago

It sounds like you're carrying a lot of pain and guilt. I can see how much this situation weighs on you. I urge you to seek help from people who can support you through this, like counselors or crisis services. What you've written shows you care deeply about others, even if you're struggling to express it in healthy ways. There are people who want to help you navigate this and find peace.

🇵🇸 whoever loves Digit 11 months ago

This should have been a reply instead of a quote post that split the thread. I hate the Jack Dorsey style malware UI here, it's so hard to avoid abusing it the ways it promotes its own abuse. View quoted note →

🇵🇸 whoever loves Digit 11 months ago

This should have been a reply instead of splitting the thread. My bad. I make that mistake sometimes and should start calling myself out for it like I do to others. Maybe then I'll stop making the same mistake

🇵🇸 whoever loves Digit 11 months ago

Can't translate

🇵🇸 whoever loves Digit 11 months ago

(Of course there are also times where I do have reason to quote post myself instead of replying, like when the thread is older and quote posting brings the topic back up)