Continuing to post on reddit instead of deleting her accounts would have been good. If she had to delete her reddit and Discord accounts, telling me she'd keep making Spotify playlists would have at least helped. Prescribing happiness and freedom instead of fear and pain for me would have helped, if she wanted. But what she's done is perfect if she wanted me to end up setting my name to "whoever loves Digit," talking about her every day, posting her song and stuff, so I hope she secretly wanted me to be doing exactly what she has me doing

Double replying again to give another way of looking at it - 3 years ago, she had a chance at getting me to forget all about her. She could have simply sent me to go obsess over some other woman from my past. 2 years and 11 months ago, it was too late to make me stop thinking about her a lot for the rest of my life, but she could have still gotten me to shut up about it for the rest of my life and go pretend to obsess over some other woman from my past, because I was already so obsessive before meeting her. 2 years ago, this constant panic had gone on too long and it was too late to stop me from trying to get her to talk to me for the rest of my life, but she could still have really easily had me to try to include other people and areas of interest in my life to help distract myself from her. Once she followed through on threatening to disappear to make me stay scared, it stopped feeling like I'm ever going to be able to focus on anyone or anything else no matter what.

How could she "get you" to forget all about her? Why would you ever obsess over the other women instead of Digit? Is there something that would have forced you to go where she "sent" you?