Once upon a time I didn't think I stimmed either. A lot of us quit or find very subtle ways so we aren't harassed. Stimming serves a purpose and suppressing it has a very real costs. I'm putting conscious effort into relearning stimming, trying new methods and seeing how they work for me. Made a simple begleri. I suck at it but I like it. Ordered a deadeye and a knucklebone to try. Looking for effective things that aren't disruptive. Nothing noisy for example because the noise might actually be disruptive to some people.