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Good golly guys. I’ve been living mentally in fiat land.. knowing it’s wrong but not quite why. I did not sell any coin but the mental state of thinking in fiat terms, checking btc from a fiat lens.. knowing it’s wrong but not really understanding it. I’ve been trying to orange pill myself again! Listening to old saylor, and jeff booth. It’s like I could understand it logically but not feel that deep system switch. I finally got there again, re-educating myself from fundamentals.. 1) why a market good as a money needed. 2) what makes a good money 3) the problem with fiat currency Then the one that flipped the switch was how people in other countries experience more inflation in different currencies. And if that’s true and they can be blind to it, then it means that I am also blind to my own ignorance to inflation in the currency and country I live. And how people in those countries purchase stronger currencies to preserve value against their currency debasement. Then now we go into inflation proof assets, and this is where bitcoin really shines as an asset.. While i’m here.. I must now go deeper to why bitcoin shines as the best money. Here we go again. #bitcoin #rabbithole

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My thoughts on turning negative subconscious beliefs into the conscious domain in which you can act upon. I think of the subconscious like an environmental signal that has been ignored so long that it is no longer perceptible by the person. This signal can become subconscious as it was a noise that could not be dealt with at a time. (Too young, lacking the mental capacity). As the presence of the noise becomes the norm, the signal to relieve the unmet need becomes imperceptible. To be literal first, it’s like the noise in your house that you have after you moved into your new place. The annoying one that you don’t even hear anymore as you’ve heard it so much and so long and did nothing about it. In the early days you may have heard this noise and it has made it difficult for you to focus on your studies. But as you ignored noise, you cannot hear it anymore and you just believe you cannot focus. That is the subconscious environment that has now become your reality, and built into your identity. You are just a person that cannot focus. Fit in here any other identities you may be holding that you do not enjoy. You are an unsuccessful person. You are a person that cannot be loved. You are a person destined for failure. The same way you would become aware of an annoying humming sound you’ve ignored is the same way you can become aware of your unconscious beliefs. Two ways that have worked for me. Change your environment. Spend time in different environments. For the house situation, it would be booking an airbnb in the woods. For an unconscious belief it would be clearing the mind through meditation. To quiet the mind to then come back to the mind and hear the annoying signal that has been ringing so long. Another way is to invite another set of eyes and ears. For the house situation.. invite someone over who has the traits that you lack. Someone that is focused. Show them how you work, and they can point out how difficult it is to focus in a place with the background hum. For the unconscious belief it would be to invite a caring therapist into your mind. Your thought processes. It’s one thing to now become aware of the background noise leading your life. You must act on it immediately. For not acting is how we got here in the first place. Thoughts from an airbnb. Nothing deep for me here. Just realize I need better furniture at my home 😆

Some thoughts i’ve had about my interactions in life. I’ve noticed that after an interaction, especially a work one.. i feel the need to rush away. Like the interaction was a box that I checked and since it was checked, any other time spent at the interaction was a waste of time aka I was now being inefficient with my time. The story I’ve told myself and believed was that any time above this was more of my life being taken by the corporate overlords. While there is some truth to this way of thinking.. this utility value system bled into my time with my friends and family. When hanging out with friends, there I am again. Checking the box, and any extra time that I felt went above the “necessary time” to check the box, was an inefficient use of my time. On a level deeper. I was valuing myself on a scale, where all my value to the world is strictly on utility. The issue with this that I took my utility value as objective instead of subjective. I didn’t realize I was projecting my value system onto the world. So the only value I saw in others and myself was the value that I thought was valuable. This in turn also makes me devalued myself as a whole person. Only seeing my value in my own sense of utility. Since my value was based on my time in the utility of some goal, i wanted to dive deeper into what my goal actually was. I told myself that my goal was to be with friends and family yet at the same time, my actions of trying to be as efficient with family and friends directly opposes that goal. What are my actions really signaling to the world? Where is my value system leading me? In my work, as minimal time necessary to complete work. Less time for the same money. With friends and family, as minimal time necessary to.. go back to work? It’s something here that i’m pulling at the threads and I feel myself getting closer to examining my value system. My value system creates fear in me. Fear that i’m again wasting my time. Yet when i’m in that headspace at work and life, I am truly not present and that is how I’m spending my life. It’s the quote from alan watts (so deep i know) and I’m paraphrasing here.. but Life is like a song. What’s the need in rushing to get to the end? Dance while the music is playing.

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War is good for bitcoin. Bitcoin is good for peace. Peace is good for humanity. Humanity is good for war

Been doing a @Jeff Booth mental re-run. I got sucked into fiat again and this time for a while.. I’m really trying to live in bitcoin land again, where i get all my time and energy back. Where i have agency and control of where my time goes. While teetering into a wondrous nap I was in non-physical reality with no physical limitations. I was able to really visualize the two different energy systems. To feel what they meant. One system.. your life goes into a battery that loses power as time goes on. Your finite life from the body that breaks down as life goes on, cells replicate and telomeres shorten.. that life is stored into a battery that decays even faster. Not really a good use of accumulating and thinking in those batteries. Another system, your life and energy traded for a battery that maintains it’s charge over time. Your finite life and energy. Is that still a good trade? Not really.. it’s still your time and life. However storing, and trading, and thinking in this battery allows restoration of life to all those who live on it, and think on it. That is worth it. It’s not about getting more batteries, it’s about having batteries that work so that we can focus our life on living. #bitcoin #bitcoin #bitcoin ❤️

The same way that governments roll out actions with an official loving usecase with many unofficial abusive use cases.. The freedom fighters must roll out tools with stupid use cases, with underlying seriously helpful use cases. Both to trick the other side of what is going on. Both to move their battle forward.