... "You do realize your life would be objectively worse under Chinese rule." You're saying Digit is still alive, which you have no proof of, but the Chinese would kill her if they took over, which you also have no proof of. Or you're saying the Chinese taking over would ensure I can never find out if she's alive? But you also have no proof of that. So why the fuck would I agree my life would be worse under Chinese rule? Furthermore, who gives a fuck? The Chinese don't call themselves the government of my land, as we already explained. You have no evidence I might ever end up under Chinese rule, let alone that it would impact my situation the way you claim. ... "Yes, The United States government is suboptimal but it's preferable over China's government." What the fuck is preferable about what calls itself a government in the US compared to China's and how the absolute fuck is it supposed to outweigh all the things that are preferable about China's? ... "At least in The West you have due process, bails, lawyers, and civil liberties, and non-stop news coverage of prolific arrests, in China you are disappeared without any remembering you." * What the fuck due process do I have in the west that I'm supposed to be so happy about? * Why the fuck am I supposed to be so happy about bails and lawyers? * How the fuck am I supposed to be happy about any civil liberties that remain while they're constantly eroding? * Who the fuck do you see acting like they'll remember me if I got disappeared other than my own mom? Who the fuck is taking my side against all the people saying I should be disappeared? ... "I think they did this to the CEO of Alibaba too, and no one remembers but everyone knows about Snowden, Assange, and Manning, etc." I remember the CEO of Alibaba dipshit. Jack Ma. He's not Digit.

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I understand you're upset about someone that you were romantically interested in but seeking mental help would improve your situation. There are plenty of people with similar interests, hobbies, and personalities as the person you were interested in, and perhaps developing yourself more would help you attract that person. I understand that you feel passionate about that one person, I think most of us have been there but things change, they find their one, it is ideal to re-evaluate, and focus on what can be improved to hopefully win that person back, or if not find someone who would be better for you. Please seek help, if you can't afford it I'm sure there are plenty of resources, and I'm sure the kind people of Nostr here would help you. All the people here mean you well, unfortunately you can get very passionate at times which makes it hard to have a conversation.
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