Thank you for this feedback. I appreciate your choice to explore different traditions. There is comfort in knowing that there are fellow travelers on the road.🙏 Kabbalah Unveiled by Imre Vallyon is a good textbook. I don't agree with every single thing he says but it's really good. I have a Talmud and a guide book for it but as far as traditions that are Jewish are concerned, Kabbalah and the Essenes have gotten 99.9% of my attention so far.