I guess even though waking up from dreams about Digit doesn't hurt as much as certain dreams did before her, there have still been times when I was in more pain over her then I ever was from those dreams. I guess brain chemistry can only sustain pain for so long before being numbed by exhaustion. I guess I'm not so bad at suffering over Digit. My feelings have almost matched with how important she is. That's good. Trying to get through today after seeing part of the fucked up discussion that happened on the wallstreetbets Discord this morning, it keeps getting more and more painful, almost like those old days. View quoted note →