You're right. I don't think I do too much of that here, but could probably whittle it down a bit better. Gonna spit out a poorly formed thought that I think is related. I remember when streaming was new, I had a weird anxiety about watching things different than what "everyone else" was watching, or out of synch with them. And I consider myself a bit of a non-conformist (more today than in the past, to be fair). I think there's a similar disorientation with people have with not following large accounts who pontificate about the topic du jour. how will I know what the larger world is thinking? won't I lose touch with the zeitgeist? Notice me, senpai! Anyway, think it's a version of that somewhat