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Lmk what you think after meditation.

My response was it’s beautiful music

Oh I thought you were just saying that like because you know the game.

I don’t play games.

Oh shucks. Some of them are really good like this one with it's great tale of good vs evil heaven vs hell. In particular to this one the story heavily focuses around the love story between the Angel Inarius & the Daughter of Hatred Lilith. It's pretty powerful you see a lot of relationship dynamics play out with love & betrayal. It can really make you think perspectively about relationships. It breaks my heart how their story plays out & ends. It's the kind of fucked up shit you see all the time & can relate to it makes me think people can be really cruel & saddistic.

We truly can. But I’ve been the darkest of humanity so no need to relive it.

I bet you have been. I wish I didn't have to experience the descent like Inarius did.

Why must you? … here is a poem. It’s my best communication Immediate connection Our souls reflection Unconditional love Universal truth Spiraling down Calmest deepest flow Everything we once held true Instantaneously gone It’s all perfection No separation Logical brain says This can’t be real It’s human lust Get back to normal -Free and will ———

Interesting poem I like it. To answer your question why did I? Well that's the way the cookie crumbled & my relationship went in history. One can never get back to normal just keep pressing on with the scars.

Well … FWIW: I too am without my great love so empathy.

🫂 I will hope to find my great love someday the one that lifts me & brings me full circle to where I want to be.

Beautiful 😍 couple

Took about 100 tries to make & I wasn't even happy about this one. I kept gettimg weird things like the couple was hugging but her hair was his beard lol. But yeah maybe one day that fire sign will come along & we will both ignite when we collide. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FwPdQ54yzhw

Nuclear ☢️ energy levels …

Is that a good thing?

Yes … cause With one gaze it was as if he pierced me into a kaleidoscope of shattered dreams. Everything I once held sacred would be destroyed by him. Maybe one day I should thank him. Nothing felt different initially. All was good for a night. Friendship was lovely. Our bodies entangled in primal level savagery. Bliss. Years later, I see his eyes looking back at me. His smile. Something seared in a way that my mind never imagined. Yet that memory … Yet so many more … but it had been so many passenger pigeons lost in translations hence. Are they messenger or are they mourning pigeons? Memories fade. But there are some cosmic connections that remain. Can eyes that are nuclear weapons ever be tamed? Should they? I’d argue they offer balance & justice sometimes. Two people who believed everything can be fixed by compartmentalizations may have just been ignorant or sacred. Idealistic thinking. Justification for the pain. What if We both lied by omission? Fearing we would destroy the other. It’s all the same in the end. But whatever it was … it was love. Even if only for a lifetime. This is the life of being a romantic. Never quite finding the words to describe humanity. Constantly bleeding out. Until death and birth. Again. A gain.

When one is wartorn the only vision that remains is whats left from the scorn. Time may pass & feelings may be reborn but in history it becomes rooted as a period to mourn. Not for the loss but for the endurance of it all sacrificing respect & more. Feeling torn between the time spent, struts built, & bridges crossed acknowledging all the adversity was for is now lost. Because the time cannot be reclaimed & I lost my way the things I use to love doing is now everything I want to toss away. Whether it's love, hatred, or insane all the things I enjoyed before & after no longer affect me in any way. So I walk this path alone on my own because I have no feeling of ease or a place to call home. What I want seems irrelevant the universe makes it appear so. Journey my journey is surviving whats left of this hell hole until the end or I am full circle with someone & built a home.