I think I'm going to pretend I lost my tiny Bitcoin stack in the Coldcard crash, buy a MacBook Pro M5, and stop torturing myself. I'm going to trust that it will produce so much more in return that it would be foolish to keep it locked away as "generational wealth" while living in total scarcity in the present. I've been entirely restricted, needing to jump through a gazillion hoops just to experiment, build and meaningfully participate in what's unfolding. More than that, it's been stifling my creative potential. I am way too excited to dive into Buzz and completely shift my building paradigm. I feel like it's about to unlock a whole new wave of creative impulses.