The entire time I've been on nostr, I've had a car sitting in the yard I don't drive while I rent a place with a gas stove and no ventilation and I never get better enough to deal with the car or trying to find a better place to live People pretend I'm ok when I'm not, the girl I was kinda friends with after Digit had me send her tens of thousands of dollars while she pretended I'm richer than I say and refused to actually look at my living situation or help me get proof of Digit's safety or anything Every time I do anything for the world around me, people just take it as an excuse to pretend I'm ok when I'm not