Digit is a good writer too. We just use the alphabet as a tool. For example, it can be used for creating information imbalances in favor of literate people.

Digit told me I'm a good writer once. Before she said this, I thought I was the best writer alive. Now, I know I was, until she stopped wanting to read anything from me.

If Digit committed suicide because of me, I'm not anywhere near the only person whose fault it was

It's a nightmare if she's gone It's a nightmare for me if she thinks I can handle her being gone And I bet I have ways to make the world more of a nightmare if she's gone because she thought I could handle her being gone

I am banned from all 3 now Next, reddit will probably ban me from the entire website yet again for posting about this View quoted note →

The front desk phone at the hotel was able to connect and then my phone started working too Probably all coincidental tbh just Iran war making shit chaotic for everyone My life is great and I'm just a bad person who complains a lot Now back to the mental torture of trying to blend in with a chat room of people who will probably kill me

I just drove to a hotel to borrow their phone to try to activate my own phone. Don't even know if this will work. I'm so tired of doing this

Buying so many fucking phones is another thing that makes me scared Digit would be angry at me for using money to find her. Not everyone could afford to do this But I don't know what the absolute fuck else to do

First the self checkout counted my 50 uncle sam funbux as 45 and a cashier had to fix it Then the activation kept rejecting the email address I entered And now it will only call and not do texts when Discord doesn't verify with calls Sometimes I have to buy a second phone before I actually get anywhere and this looks like it might be one of those times I'm so fucking tired of doing this

2 fucking hours later I'm still trying to activate the phone while it constantly rejects my email address I still have an hour of driving to get home I'm so fucking tired of this I'm so fucking tired of this I'm so fucking tired of this View quoted note →

I've said Digit's Discord profile bio said "dies alone" and nothing else at one point I couldn't get her to explain why she set it to that, so I changed my own Discord bio to the same thing to make sure hers couldn't be correct Is it time for me to set my nostr profile to the same thing?

You won't help me when my friend's life is at stake and there are basically no stakes for you. Are you scared there will be some kind of backlash for going into wallstreetbets? Who cares? What are they gonna do, hunt you down? Realistically all you'll get is a ban from a place you DIDN'T GO ANYWAY. This is why there's no justice. Imagine if something actually happened to Digit and I needed help going after the people responsible. There would be no chance of anyone helping. If you won't help when the stakes don't impact you, you sure as fuck wouldn't help something with more serious risk. There are Epstein releases that talk about victims being threatened, talking about being threatened, asking for protection, but being killed instead of protected. You all say you want justice for the Epstein files, but if a family member of an Epstein victim tries to do anything about it, they have to act alone. They can shoot one or two perpetrators before they get arrested, but they can't start a stream of people getting arrested too and saying "you'll have to arrest all of us or arrest the real criminals because we're not stopping until there's justice." I can't even find one fucking person who will keep asking about Digit in wallstreetbets until they get banned when the risk isn't anything like jail, it's a ban from a place not worth being otherwise anyway