Then you might work on that conundrum probably in your private personal space. I fully support that. Let us know when you resolve your inner conflict. 😆 Maybe first start with addressing your relationship with your father and mother. Cos looks like you are projecting here. You've picked a hot stranger you are attracted to the power and wealth you put subconscious extra meaning to and you are playing out your attachment wounding and mommy and daddy issues. He may also very well be all those things but I am hearing you should take care of your own issues. Seems like the word hierarchy is also triggering for you.