ok, i took the billion million gazillion zaps and bought myself some yarn to knit some scarves for dudes in plattsburgh even better got so many colored pencils i gave them out to so many kids even even better

what im saying is: why does the writer or artist have to know what is the purpose of the knowing it was me, i zapped you i zapped you, anon like what is the purpose

do you zap a tree

do you zap birds? i really appreciated that cardinal in the snow and i just had to let that cardinal know do you zap a lake how would you zap a lake? picking up some litter? does that lake know or is it free entire

gonna go to all saints churchyard sutton courtenay, vale of white horse district, oxfordshire, england dig up a grave to zap? or is it enough to simply have it with you to like a book, to have spent time with it, in the words, to apply when applicable

to monetize a journal, to paywall by culture, hey if you are gonna read this, dont freeload, tip me sorry, that could never be me

cos what does that turn into? im having a lean month 😞 im too poor to tip you so not only am i broke i dont feel comfortable reading your words during my worst times, i lost you, too cos at least i wasnt freeloading i at least can say that