i have something to disclose to nostr, i think i may be having a mental episode of unwellness
im not scared or anything
and i dont have a stigma about it
and anyway, id rather shoulder this cos i dont have reputational damage to think about, i demolition that
but for days ive been distinctly feeling really badly under a delusion that curzi is doing badly
and i know that isnt true, cos 1. i cant feel that i dont know him 2. if something was wrong he could email me, not only email me, literally email back, and he hasnt which speaks to my delusion
forever between me and curzi,
i am the only crazy one as in,
i assign myself that role, that's my spot, i dont mind
