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Strange how despite me paying for Primal Legends, the advanced search has been broken for weeks and I can't search my replies to you or your replies to me to find what I vaguely remember about you treating me like shit and revealing you don't actually care about everyone enough to be wishing everyone good mornings (rather than merely engagement farming)
Could that be because primal isn’t that good really? I wouldn’t know as I haven’t used primal. I don’t recall mistreating you or saying that.
It's not your fault Primal censors me so much, it just sucks that you can pretend to be a good person because whatever you've done to me wasn't severe enough to remember in the sea of people abusing me and disrespecting Digit
I just think you’re mistaken? I’ve seen enuff of your notes to know you’re worried about a person whose online identity was digit & they were in Wall Street bets discord then disappeared? Other then that I don’t know of digit or Wall Street bets, it’s been a while since I’ve used discord & I don’t use it n e more. I’m sorry you’re going though this but I can’t help, I’m not some online detective or personal investigator so I can’t really help out.
This is simply a discussion about our disagreement about different cryptocurrencies. Don’t take things like this so personally?
I didn't ask if it was anything but a discussion, or how simple or complicated the concept of a discussion is. I pointed out that you don't actually want everyone to have good mornings, you're just engagement farming.
Who's "we?" If we are Digit's fellow humans in her world then sure, YET ANOTHER REASON IT WOULD BE GOOD TO HAVE PROOF SHE'S ALIVE If "we" are just people who failed her and made the world so miserable for her she left it, what the fuck is supposed to be good about us waking up?
You could repost shit from me instead of pretending my ideas are bad when I reply to you about them and then changing the subject to gaslight me about doggie coin because you're butthurt you've made bad trades on it probably There's also a middle ground between reposting shit and pretending it's a bad idea before changing the subject to gaslight someone about an investment you're probably butthurt you fumbled
Doge coin was made as a joke and just for fun? I literally gave away millions for free and I never traded it on an exchange. And no I do not care how much those coins are worth now. No im not but hurt about doge n e thing.
Me: "What the fuck would be better about having less buying power retard?" You: "Just a little salty buddy?" That's gaslighting. You're the one that gave me reason to be angry, salt is a metaphor for anger in this context, which came from you, not out of nowhere. People gaslight me constantly and I'm tired of it
She's smarter than me and it makes her crazy. She's boosted my intelligence making me capable of incredible shit and she's already capable of incredible shit even without me boosting her mental health but if she's dead without me boosting her mental health then I've missed the chance to do teamwork like that because I'd be stuck avenging her for the rest of my life since I can never finish avenging her as long as one person that failed her (me) is left standing
No. The closest I ever got to her was a group voice chat with her and a few of her other friends watching a couple episodes of House. That's better luck than most people get and makes me hate myself for being so cruel to people who haven't had that luck. But most people get to have partners and physical contact and stuff while not even caring about her so that makes it feel more fair
Most of the intelligence boosting just came from making me need to impress her, forcing me to try harder and think more clearly. She tried to teach me a lot but it's hard to learn a lot of actual knowledge in constant panic. There was her getting cancer and later being suicidal to panic about when we were talking. The main fact I remember from her sharing it is that environmental enrichment doesn't stop isolation stress from causing amyloid plaques to build up in the brains of mice, making them more anxious and violent. Human experiments to double check if this applies to humans aren't allowed, but it does. All my money and toys are not significantly helpful in the reality that I'm banned, blocked, muted etc. constantly by people who have also used the COVID bioweapon pandemic to ruin the possibility of organizing afk. Without meaning to, she did accidentally teach me people are even worse than I realized, because I always thought being a fat ugly guy explained most of my problems, so it was shocking to meet a hot girl who also gets punished so much life is miserable for her just because she's smart and tries her best and everyone fucking hates that
I forgot another big thing she taught me was the terminology "dual use research of concern" and the whole issue of how that lead to COVID while leaving it unclear if it was really originally meant to be a bioweapon or not
I mean, like I said, she taught me that even if I was a hot girl people would still probably hate me for trying too hard. That was a deep shock to my worldview that a lot of my problems came from being a fat guy.
Barely. I know what state she was almost definitely living in when she was on wallstreetbets. I've been going through my records trying to confirm her birthday because my memory sucks with those things. I know her purported first name but not last. I'm still trying not to blast too many sensitive details on full volume.
You've replied a lot so I'll admit your explanation of why you say gm was good and stop accusing you of insincere engagement farming for those posts. But I still hate everyone
She had cancer and got surgery for it. The other big fear other than her committing suicide is that the surgery didn't work and all the stuff about suicide was a mix of lashing out at people and trying to give me a way to believe she's still alive.
That's what I hope. I think digit being smarter than me makes her crazier than me so she could just fake all this as some kind of coping mechanism or something. But people who accused her of faking her cancer never had any proof either
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