I might even try harder than anyone in this thread, but I know that I completely depend on Christ's Mercy and that I constantly fail Him. The closer I get to the target, the more aware I am, of how much I have missed the mark. And the more sceptical I become, of people who claim that they rarely miss, or that they just need to get together with some people "on their level", to build Utopia. Everything we do, on Earth, is merely best-effort. I hope we all get our participation trophy and I know that we are obliged to make the effort until He returns to reign as King. That is all that I know.

He returns in you. You are either Christ or Antichrist. You choose at every moment.