I am here .
I am here ,. or should I say ,. I am here not .
For where am I to what in my live ?
Alone on my own as I always have bin .
Just way less people left to hang around with .
Expelled from my family and tribe .
Or should I say , I just walked away from it .
Walked away because it was all so already gone to me .
No reason to stay to be what only they wanted me to be .
For all I wanted them to be is themselves .
And for them to let me be me to .
So here I am ,. far far away from what ones used to be .
Alone keeping it all inside with no way to let it all out .
And believe me I have enough to fill up the void .
So much that the void does not even dare to stare back at me .
I stared back at the thing in the void staring back at me .
The thing disappeared and emptiness is all that it left me with .
I am here , in the void ,. staring back at you .
That is where I right now am in my life .
There is no need to get scared from me staring back at you .
Your not going mad ,. you found me ,. dare look me in the eyes .
Because I am sure together we can find our way back to humanity .
If we are honest ,. we care , we want to share .
Share this great experience called life on Earth .
Best wishes for 2026 from the void .
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Happy New GM!
Shouldn't it be GE normally?
Just a thought that arises when I read this, if you stare at the void and the void disappears then you are not empty because void is emptiness...
Hey man. No void, you are not alone.
The void did not leave , the thing staring back at me did ,. making me the thing in the void staring back at you . And yes i noticed the emptiness when the thing left ,. But did notice i have enough to fill it up . And yes it is a bit dark and depressing ,. and that is where i know that i am the light and happiness can only come from inside of me to myself . So happy new year friend and cheers on our evolution in to a better world .
Thanks for your nice positive comment ,. feels good sitting alone in a trailer somewhere rural in the Montenegro coastal mountains this evening , a place not my origin and not my culture . And that is what it is ,. we are not the masses ,. we love to socialize but like to be alone at the same time to ,. we are not alone , we are rare ,. my solitude times learned me who i am and learned me so much about the many others to . I love them all but can not let them destroy the me i am . You must be you and me must be me for that is the way things where meant to be . Cheers and happy new year ! ( even do i thing 13 months of 28 days with the year starting in spring would be the better option )
