Brother idk you but i’ve been following you for a while and it’s extremely tough to hear your going through this. As a father myself who was unemployed until 3 months ago, I understand the fear of not being able to provide for your family. I pray to God you get that Grant and that you find a stable job doing what you are passionate about. Thank you for everything you do for the bitcoin community and nostr. As soon as i start getting traction in my job, i will pitch in to what i can to help you.