I believe you that you’re handling it well. I am too. But there is still discomfort there for both of us.

There's discomfort there but much less than there was in Febuary. The resistance to what is has gone & I've accepted we're deep in a bear market. It sucks & it's uncomfortable managing my cash flow but I'm not freaked out. The Bitcoin Zen part is an acceptance that price is going to do what it does & I just need be patient while it does it. It's not dishonesty to play down the discomfort but it's dishonest to say it's not there. Everytime price does something unexpected, it tests your conviction. Am I actually retarded or is there something special happening here?