It's Friday again, and in a few hours it will be the time Mina passed again.
You get stuck thinking "if I had done that, if I hadn't done this, then things would've been different." and it's really not productive at all.
But if I had stayed with her just a minute longer, if I hadn't moved my interview to 4:30pm, if I finish my interview just ten minutes earlier, she would still be here, lying on my feet, curling up by the window, watrching birds walking about in the backyard.
Everything happened so fast.
We have only been together for 8 months but she was such a special puppy.
So I'm just posting this here, a safe space.
I miss you, Mina.
Kamin is still crying herself to bed every night
but we'll get over it, don't worry.
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I did the same. I've always been around dogs, raised around 20 over my lifetime, most did grow old and die, some got killed / poisoned / died of disease so I treated everyday with her like the last, it still hurts.
i know thereβs no word could explain this situation. i deeply understand how hard it be during this difficult time. the time will heal you and your family Aj
I am sorry na Kamin π
Sad to hear that krub Aj.