I just have seen your note. Maby I have a good hint, maby it is garbage. But I think it is really reliefing to base happyness in self set goals, where you have full control. Setting goals that are reached or not, but are not within my influence, are kind of stupid goals in the first place. So having the goal to influence people is quiet meaningless. Much more powerful to find meaning for live myself. Others decide if they are inspired by me or not. This is totally out of my control. So rather should I not bother. Invest time into people you like. Even when it is boring sometimes. Doing meaningful stuff does not have to be exciting. The body and hormones will adjust and find pleasure in what you do eventually. So rather act in good faight and strive for things that are within my control. Have a happy day 🙌