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npub1vcvq...4v08
npub1vcvq...4v08
its unfortunate they call you insane if you tell them you are magical
he's acting weird my body wont stop twitching Stop fucking fucking stop maybe if i say it out loud I hate them all I hate this book i hate everyone chant its become a chant why do they act so strange I dont understand them I'm still contorting my body maybe it food maybe its lack of rest maybe its being sober why are they all so strange THEY ARE ALL ACTING FUCKING WEIRD
i have this problem where when i start to get really panicky i just start saying everything im thinking out loud, I noticed i was doing it at the self checkout a few weeks ago, I was saying to myself, everythings so fucking terrifying what are tehy doing here why the fuck am i here terrifying terrifyingjust sorta over and over again, i noticed people moving away from the checkout area, then i stopped and walked out
Bottle caps spun on their sides Staying straight up through the curve Dropping see shells to catch a ride Floating dropping through the skin Water becomes a hole in the earth
you will never hear god like i do, you will never fall through the void daily like i do, you will never be forever lost in the fullness of chaos like i am. all your intellectual attempts will be a cheap immitation of the mind i have.
i wonder if any one else is getting stoned and dancing in their room durring this meeting
its funny because im both actual schizo worried about being gang stalked and then being fully aware im actually stalked by online weirdos
what goes through your head during a car crash? car crash car crash car crash car crash car crash car crash car crash car crash car crash car crash car crash car crash car crash car crash car crash car crash car crash car crash car crash car crash