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Welcome to my swamp. #flr wannabe, #femdom enthusiast. Occasional #foodstr. Subema means 'someone who likes submissivity'. #nsfw
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Subema 2 months ago
Believe it or not, but this actually released a few days back. image #y2knostalgia
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Subema 2 months ago
There was an old game on PC with Pocahontas (I believe it was a port from Genesis?). She was portrayed there beautifully (for that time), so when my pliable young mind found some rule34 of her waving goodbye to the leaving ship wearing only her birthday suit, I was overjoyed. Some time later I found that she was supposed to be 10-12 years old. I thought, uh oh, that's not good, and I deleted that image. Even more time later, I found that in the actual film (which the game was based on), she is actually 18-20ish, and the romance is not based on historic events. Since then I try from time to time to find that picture, but maybe it's better to let it go. I don't think it could live up to the memory of it
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Subema 2 months ago
Had a little talk with Her while on a little hike on the weekend. About love languages, expectations and such. Though after that, well, it is what it is. Yesterday She talked about Her colleague that unexpectedly opened up about her troubles at home. They have languages swapped (she has physical touch, he has acts of service/attention, while we are exactly the other way around) and she is not getting hers fulfilled enough so she has to cope on her own and even said that she can see a divorce sometime in the future. (Can't wrap my head around that, saying it after a month(!) in her (second!) marriage ๐Ÿ˜ฏ) Bottom line: She wanted to express that She can now better understand my perspective. So a win, I guess? ๐Ÿ˜…
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Subema 2 months ago
After some time on Nostrudel instead of #amethyst and it seems that my favourite mobile app really developed some problem with fetching notifications. Lately it shows me only DMs, and I have to open my profile to force it to load at least a few reactions on those notes. Now I am seeing that there are more reactions, e.g. on replies that Amethyst completely missed. This behaviour correlates with the time I started to notice fewer people interacting. Coincidence? Is my end faulty? #asknostr
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Subema 2 months ago
Low on time, I planned just to throw some chicken with paprika in the pot, add some leftover passata that needed to go to make a sauce, warm up dumplings and call it a day... I must have been mind-wandering while doing groceries again because I bought chicken breast with bone. I never buy with bone - I am like hobbits, I buy my meat ready to party, and not to do all those filthy things with it. #shit Okay, screw time planning, pull up a YouTube video on how to debone this particular cut, on a second tab let chatgpt throw together some quick recipe for a broth. Mission for nice & easy lunch failed successfully. Main course was good enough, although I think the usual recipe with tomato paste instead of passata gets more praise from diners. Broth got extra long time to mature - left it on low heat for over 3 hours, so not exactly 'Perpetual stew' (google it if you hear it for the first time!) but made a nice base for garlic soup for dinner. #foodstr image
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Subema 2 months ago
Date idea for a foggy morning: get to a coffee shop with outside seating, preferably sheltered so it can rain too. Order hot chocolate, tuck into the blankets they provide and just enjoy the moment. Oh, I almost forgot, we also have remote controls for each other's toys buzzing under our pants ๐Ÿ˜Š
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Subema 2 months ago
Life is so hard. I do not know if I should google it or ask AI about 'how to become a cottagecore sub.' #decisions I should probably wait until Altman releases adult ChatGPT to the public though.
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Subema 2 months ago
One of those mornings when you wake up and five minutes later your planned agenda is on fire, and everything goes south. And the feeling that it's OK not to fight it and just accept the defeat. Hmm, maybe I should get better at loving myself.
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Subema 2 months ago
#mood for some nature sightseeing image
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Subema 2 months ago
Today's random trivia: similar to the saying 'you can't have your cake and eat it too,' there exists a proverb: 'you can't both have a dick in your ass and your soul in heaven. โ™ฅ
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Subema 2 months ago
Women have no idea... (mostly) image
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Subema 2 months ago
After a long pause I suddenly crave to add #shisha to my usual palette of substance abuse. Wonder if She would be in the mood to fill Her mouth too tonight.
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Subema 2 months ago
They do exist! ...or so I have been told. #๐Ÿฆ„ image
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