I will cry until I run out of tears

I have accidentally opened Amethyst which I will haven't uninstalled after it broke and was sending my messages to like 3 relays that no one is connected to and it got me wondering if it's still broken like that. Unlikely for me to return to Nostr but still. Curious

Oh. They don't show relays anymore 😅

Checking if Amethyst fixed itself and if I can publish a post to meaningful relays or I'm still stuck with those 3 which nobody reads

Test_

And you. Would you die for your beliefs?

Just as I suspected. I'm stuck in some sort of limbo where I post mostly for myself which makes no sense as a social media platform and because there is no single source of truth then it doesn't make sense as a blog/notes taking I'll take a break from Nostr and will check it in a couple of weeks and focus on Fesiverse and Bluesky in the meantime Thank you for your attention to this matter View quoted note →

I wanna test something. If you follow me then please reply to this message or react with an emoji. Zaps unnecessary

I have rebuttal-proof chamber so I can post here anything and you cannot do anything about it. No counter-takes will reach me

If I wanted to seriously use Nostr then I suppose I would need a relay that I can write to and it would act as my archive and a source of truth. Only I could publish there but I wouldn't mind others subscribing to its events. With a proper front end the relay could literally act as a blog/archive that could be explored in abrowser (Maybe there's a business model there for people who are too lazy to run their own relay and deal with issues related to that activity) As is now I see that my notes go to potentially different relays every time and while I am following those relays I don't think there's a guarantee that they will be operational after a while. That means that some of my notes can disappear over time. And the purpose of taking notes is so I can go back to them. Otherwise it's just a short-term shitposting (And BTW my notes used to go to 6-7 relays and now only 2-3 and I can't really say why because I didn't change anything in Amethyst so it's like tech-normie magic) I don't treat Nostr seriously and I don't mind that instability but maybe there's a blind spot here

Let's play the Vatican roulette

I know where you live

I yelled at the void once and it sent me a zap invoice in response View quoted note →

I updated my Android. Nothing big. Thanks for asking

Satoshi Nakamoto (PBUH)

There is an ass on the photo then there is 🔥 emoji in reaction. Simple

A real man says: "If she gets fat after me marrying her then I tap that fat ass" "Like there's no tomorrow"

Okay. They managed to put him together View quoted note → This time

Beware of people with Damage for they know that they will survive

The Orange Man is dead