The town is mental busy, in the hotel chilling.
Hodlmoar
thinoctopus12@primal.net
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I am a Compulsive Gambler and former professional poker player online since I lost all my teeth to bad mental health. Gamble free since 2017. A few months later found bitcoin, then I purchased some satoshi in 2018. Did a 180, got rid of everthing from the gambling days. Now using linux, skincare, niche fragrances, wet shaving, better fitting clothes, carnivore, metal genre \m/ and running. Bitcoin saved my life and I'm Bitcoin only.
Now chilling in the evening......Noo more....
Careful, having a cocktail, whiskey sour
Yesterday was on Guinness and Whiskey straight, what a hangover. Didn't want that two days in a row..


Well this poker tournament didn't work out.
In the end bust 6 from the money, but was forced all in in the big blind.
Lost crucial blind vs blind all in left me on fumes, that was a 60 40 chance, happy to take that. I was ahead.
Earlier in the day lost a 95% chance all in. JJ in 3bet pot on J high flop, I check raise he shoves I snap call all in vs AA, A turn wtf. Left me very short never recovered.
Entered hyper turbo, made it through but short with 10 blinds.
Doubled with QJ vs 33.
Then that crucial all in A2s vs T9s left me on 3 big blinds
Then 98o vs AJo final hand
27th, happy
Last night was great to catch up with old work friends.
Updated them on my dentures...
One month to go.
Listened to people, went out of my comfort zone and wore a patterned shirt.
For when I have dentures, and able to bite my food again, got a short sleeve pink shirt to celebrate.
Thanks to Bitcoin, I was able to turn my life around.
Woah, what a hangover.
Started by downing a whiskey in one go, onto the Guinness, finished by whiskey.
Old money stamp
3p old money.
Current money 1.80 euro
#inflation
#Bitcoin wins


Once my dentures are complete.
I've just bought a new shirt.
PINK colour, woah, not my usual colour by any means.
My out coming with dentures
One thing I need to get used to for the live poker tournaments is the hotels.
Also to keep me healthy, restart running.
This is especially beneficial for my mental health. Since I run without music, listening to the natural sounds.
Also, the next edition of the mountain race is 5 months away.
Enjoyed last years, but not the time.
Bigger challenge for me this time.
For my old accounts, haverl on pokerstars - only account I got permanently banned due to gambling.
And havenrl in full tilt poker.
Use shark scope.
Check my results , searching for hodlmoar on shark scope.
I need to check my player group name for all the poker account names.
What a challenge getting my old accounts reopened.
They are dormant and disabled.
Problem being, old email account long time closed down.
Easy to rectify with documents.
I hit a high of $3.7k in my bankroll.
Down to 3.3k, upto 3.6k, down to 2.8k, upto 3k.
Variance I need to battle too.
Another serious side of my study is the mental game.
This will aid me from my gambling past with mental health problems.
To further my study, gto and ICM options I need to learn and get better at for progress.
Alongside a studying course.
Transitioning to be more serious about playing online poker tournaments.
From my gambling past never took things seriously.
This time around, I will get a coach to help me through my leaks, and how to advance my game.
Kept a little spare, next live game is tomorrow.
Easing off the online grind today.
Chilling with friends this evening for drinks.
Let the hair down: at this rate I'll be bold before Bitcoin reaches 7 figures.
Used my live winnings of 2340 from the 200 euro tournament, came 5th.
To purchase moar Bitcoin...
Great prices this last week.
Hodl Bitcoin, spend fiat.
Tricky, but in the end, got my bitcoin software working.
Now to install catalogue of video games.
Hopefully once I've gotten the data music pictures over.
Then onto the bitcoin software
Decided to go back to Windows.
Very tricky to say the least.
Old poker accounts trying to get access.
Transferring ext4 files from Linux to NTFS for windows.
A pain.
Using a live Linux USB to transfer files over.
We'll see if this works.
For instance, when I fail to make Day 2 of the Main Event, in a series.
Then just chill out, and enjoy a day off before the travel back.
Need to plan out my next steps poker wise.
Over played too many events in Cork.
Adjust, to Max 3 bullets in the main event.
Or if higher buyin , then 2 bullets Max.
Don't chase more events either.
I've got all weekend, after all.
More games to come in the future.