who is going to join my badger clan. I already started digging 🦡

GM 🦡 studied the european badger and came to following conclusion:

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there are people out there with a real passion that share it on the internet alongside, and there are a lot of people who are trying to escape a regular job, their only goal is it to make money online and contribute nothing real to society. and if you're like the second, don't let your passions slumber. escape the algo and have some fun. I was that way.

reflection dump incoming 💜 wow, time flies, and with it, my strength arises. when I joined nostr in 2023 I was just coming from instagram, the place I tried to find like minded people that share what I feel about the planet and society. of course, I tried really hard to get an audience. I did posting-time analytics, trendy music in my videos, when I look back, I feel slightly like a clown, addicted to attention. I was like an actor, performing on the modern town square. It always felt wrong, following the rules of this huge discovery algorithm. one that screams for perfection. I am glad that my partner came up to me and said, hey, check out nostr. It was feeling odd in the first place. But since I just understood Bitcoin I really wanted to give it a try. Immediately, I started posting wise things. I messed with no one and was just trying to find friends and connections. And it took me really long to unfreeze. Like, my personality is total fire but it REALLY takes me long to show it. I know that people are getting very surprised once they know me closer... as I start to become unhinged, because I feel safer. Just something I noticed. At some point I started to write paragraphs about controversial or idealistic topics. Believing, my word has weight on the whole world. To that time I couldn't hurt a thing. Neither being unkind to humans, nor tolerating that people ignore what it means to kill an animal. Coming from a farm with hunters, I became a catastrophe for my parents and I sacrificed my body to make a point, which means I barely ate anything. At this point I realized how important it is for me, to have a strong connection to my food. And at some point I realized that some people are not bad by accident, but by pure conviction. Over the years, the connections I made became really touching. I saw other people living a more natural life and people figuring out a way to get there. I organized meetups in real life because I think it matters. I come here daily and really try to maintain my connections. yes, afterall, its just the internet but afterall, it's real people, with real viewpoints, also carrying a lot of Weltschmerz that just can't pretend anymore. So the point here is, I came from a place where I just wanted to make money online, with the excuse to safe the planet and be kind, to a point where I refuse to sell my soul to the algorithm and allow natural connections to emerge. Where I finally decided to accumulate skills in real life that I like, and really help someone instead of performing. When I think of a life where I am forced to film everything and edit it, to make money, idk if I could ever endure it. My creativity and I, are just like a free spirit. So I impersonate Nostr types just for the funnsies. I talk about a topic, because it really matters to me. I say good morning to someone, because I mean it. Nostr and where it was, 3 years ago, made myself more real, and I didn't even ask for it. You all helped me to find truth. And you, yourself is just trying to find truth. And I am grateful I can experience it with the most of you. stay weird! 🫂 and maybe don't do it for content, do it for the friendships.

is anyone spontaneously down to join the productive apart-together call today at 14:30 UTC? View quoted note →

sorry friends, my zapping is currently out of order 🫂

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what if this place is run by volunteers forever?