it’s funny when someone asks me what i did during the day, and I’m like oh I sat outside in the sun for a bit and then I wrote an essay on the future of polarity and gender roles. And they’re like…. Huh. for what? Maybe for nothing, maybe for nostr.

Gm, may all the right people, places, and opportunities meet you on your path of highest good, highest truth, and highest service. And may you thank God when they do.

An intense mind makes me feel seen and others unsettled. Intensity is a war on casual. Casual feels like thoughtless conformity. Intensity feels like self-directed intentional individuation.

Luteal demands copper and zinc. Yes I am cheating on my oysters. Yes I made raw milk ice cream with peanut butter, maple syrup, and cacao instead. GIRL FREE WILL.

I can’t understand it with my brain but I can understand it with my being

A very auntie gm🌞☕️💙

I love not being able to pull out of my parking spot at the gym because the drive-thru line for Chick-fil-A has 80 cars blocking me in. Can’t use their hands to cook their own food at home. Can’t use their legs to park and walk inside. Even when I’ve been more down lately, I’m grateful for a strong mind, body, and soul. I’m grateful that I refuse to become the majority, because the world needs the strong spirit of the1% of the 1%. And often you’re doing way more than you think you are. Keep the standard.

Were you ever happy in the pursuit of perfection? Who was it for? What were you trying to prove? Did proving it ever satisfy you? Or did the goalpost just move again? What made you feel not enough? Who made you feel not enough? Will becoming more perfect in the eyes of those people ever truly make you happy? Was the pursuit of perfection a self-made prison? Are we innately perfect as is or are we meant to be completely and utterly imperfect? Is the point to reach perfection? Or Is the point to create from imperfection? If I was perfect, would I need to be here?

Gm, I’ve said this before but I’ll say it again. For me, It’s never been a lack of trust, it’s a lack of patience when surrendering to God’s plan and timing. Heard a story this weekend of this non-verbal autistic boy that evoked immediate tears and full body chills. He spent 20 years not being able to communicate. His family finally took him to learn how to communicate using speller boards at age 20. The first thing he chose to communicate to everyone was “God is strong in this room. There is no stopping His Love”. Eventually he communicated to his family that he had a dream where Jesus came to him and told him to be patient, his relief to his pain of not being able to communicate was coming, and it would come in the form of a board. His family asked him when he had that dream assuming it was recent- he told them he had it at age 5. 15 years of patience and faith and surrender. 15 years of waiting for relief, reward. 15 years of his mind trapped in his body knowing exactly what’s going on while being treated as retarded in schools. And the first thing he writes is there is no stopping His love. Often we want to see our work, our dreams, our visions exist in the world sooner than they are meant to. Often we want our discomfort, our uncertainty, and our pain immediately resolved. It is a reminder of the strength it takes to have low time preference, long term vision, and trust in the grander plan. THERE IS NO STOPPING HIS LOVE. Have a good day🩷

Uncertainty, where every direction is possible, but none feel right. Yet.

Meta took down one of my posts bc my hemp-organic cotton swimwear is PROMOTING CANNABIS. Lol they want u infertile.

High of the day: seared then slow cooked beef shank in tomato bone broth with basil onion and garlic Low of the day: heart rate 600 for hours preparing to publically speak Bone marrow is my cortisol suppressant. Stay tuned for my scientific study.

Being a woman wanting a natural life in the modern world is hard. Being a woman wanting a natural life and opting out of the systems is hard af. Sometimes I feel overwhelmed by choosing the paths of most resistance. It can feel like so much to constantly carry even if it’s what I believe is right and true in my heart. Here is a beautiful place to be reminded of people choosing truth when it’s not easy, but it’s also a place of few women. Because these paths and choices are very masculine. It is hard, it is war, it is a fight, it is heavy, it is uncertain, it is isolating. Women don’t want to constantly carry that. Our bodies aren’t made to sustain it all. These thoughts resurge predominantly when I spend time around people choosing the standard paths of comfort and convenience, and it mirrors back to me how differently I’m trying to operate and how much harder I’ve made my life. I’m definitely a little tired. But I promise I won’t stop.

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Nothing is lost when perspective is earned

July was like where are you performing and you’re gonna stop or we will make you stop.

Also who decided all hiking shoes needed to be so ugly ???

Been wanting to hike so badly I went to the gym and did the stair climber😭😂 All the cardio machines at the gym are by a brand called "MATRIX" Brutha I know I shouldn't be in here simulating a hike but I DONT HAVE A MOUNTAIN😭😭

I am interested in finding ways to get involved with bitcoin/freedom tech adoption/growth/education/awareness beyond creating products that accept bitcoin payments. What types of roles does the ecosystem need? What types of skillsets are currently lacking and desperately needed throughout the network? I feel there’s obviously so much being done on the software development side of things, and not enough on the adoption/education/people side of things? The people who can bridge the gap/filter the technical stuff into more practical/useful common folk utility? I’m definitely not a deep tech person but I think I get it more than the standard person, but I’d like to be a part of growing the mission/adoption/utilitization of all these beautiful freedom technologies. LMK what types of roles/skillsets y’all think are needed and if there are people/groups out there needing help! I’d like to become a bigger part of the work🤍 #asknostr

A quote that always helps me leap “There’s a time for departure even when there’s no certain place to go” I made a decision a couple weeks ago that felt obligatory. I didn’t really want what I had decided on. In my heart I knew it didn’t feel like the right thing for me long term but I didn’t have any clarity on an alternative. Post-decision, I was hitting wall after wall with everything I was doing in other areas of life/business. And I was beyond frustrated. I decided to undo that original decision with still no clarity on the alternative and not a lot of time to figure out an alternative, but a time for departure is a time for departure. And your heart doesn’t care about uncertainty. The wall that I was hitting immediately resolved after undoing the original decision. I’m serious the same day I had a big conversation with one person undoing the original decision, an email I was waiting for for weeks landed in my inbox. Heart alignment. Always. Leap.