Darkness overwhelms a meaningless existence.
But not all Hope is lost.
Have faith and choose The Light for sight to show your soul the meaningful way.
A Bitcoin Guy
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“Do unto others and be done unto by them only by mutual agreement, keeping in mind how it will affect others” - The Bitcoin Rule.
Everything feels meaningless.
There is no point and nothing matters. There is only hurt, pain and sadness.
I ungratefully question my existence.
Death feels like it would be a relief.
To be nothing.
To be free of life’s shackles
Journal entry
2025/12/22
Loneliness has a way of sharpening itself at this time of year.
The reminders of being alone, distant family, shallow conversations pile up.
I numb the cuts with good liquor and quiet resentment.
I’ve grown to hate this season. 😔
Diagram taken from 𝕏 account ‘Learn Something’
What comes after The Digital Age?


There is a big difference between believing, bending & ignoring the Truth.
To achieve the impossible, you have to acknowledge the Truth but believe you can bend it.
“The idea of the Philosopher's Stone that alchemists pursued for centuries is said to be the incorruptible substance. It would serve as an antidote to tyranny.
It would accelerate personal transformation and purify the soul of the person that interacts with it.
It would be the principles of Christ in matter or a tool. The values, principles and virtues Bitcoin embodies is the core to Christ's teachings. Love thy neighbor as thyself and love God above all.”
Thoughts from @Robert Breedlove
“Literacy is the language for the subjective, numeracy is the language for the objective and money is the language for the transjective, which is the betweenness. We need all these languages to be civilized creatures.”
Thoughts from @Robert Breedlove
To build a soulful connection, is love or trust the true foundation?
Or do both emerge from a deeper subconscious layer beyond conscious comprehension? Things we do not have ‘words’ for.


The egoic operating system of the binary human mind remains trapped in judgment and self-merit, mistaking a deeply abundant reality for shallow scarcity.
Exchange is the very nature of divine life - of consciousness itself. All things share in the divine life through participation in this dance of giving and receiving .
Taken from “The Wisdom Jesus” by Cynthia Bourgeault


“500 years ago, pre-industrial age, the natural world was pristine. We have traded some of that pristine beauty for all of these other gifts that we have as an advanced society.
We can have both but to do that, we have to go to space.
The most fundamental measure for progress is energy usage per capita.
We are living on a finite planet so we have to go out into the solar system to use more energy.
You could argue about WHEN you have to do it but you can't credibly argue about WHETHER we have to do it.”
Jeff Bezos on The Lex Fridman podcast discussing the future of humanity & space exploration.
Dated: 14/12/2023
‘It was not just about coding. It was about cognition, thinking in systems, critical thinking skills, breaking problems down into small shippable chunks, building on top of and merging creative energy. Do not underestimate the critical skills gained from a quality CS degree.’
Thoughts from Shanea Leven on the Nvidia AI podcast when asked about pursuing a computer science degree in the age of rising AI.
27/8/23 I’ve experienced over 60 Synchronicities.


“Meditation is the universal and time-tested method for ‘putting the mind in the heart.’ It circumvents our preconceived expectations and mental agendas and opens up that place of immediate knowingness.”
-Cynthia Bourgeault
Taken from “The Wisdom Jesus’ by Cynthia Bourgeault


Interesting Fact Anon
The Greek letter Upsilon (Υ) serves as a variable in mathematics, often for eigenvalues or functions.


2015/12/16
Synchronicity
Chatted to someone about traveling & how it’s fundamentally about exploring spaces outside one’s comfort zone and planning via a traveling agency can be budget friendly.
Thereafter watched a random Simpsons episode about traveling benefits & expenses.
Taken from “Life As No One Knows It” by Prof Sara Imari Walker


Taken from 𝕏 account ‘Love drops’


Taken from “Life As No One Knows It” by Prof Sara Imari Walker

