Merry Christmas 🎄️🎉⭐️🎁️❤️🎉🕊️🎁️💜️🎉❄️✴️

*my thoughts on 2025 year View quoted note →

#merrychristmas #christmas #happynewyear  #newyear #year2025 #year2026

I'm not scared and happy to share my thoughts on 2026 year publicly. This year was the most nervous and harshest since 2020. Poverty, uncertainty and hardship of finding a job with which I can live more than a slave with the only end. Several doubts if I do thing in right and optimal way in big and hard tasks without certain boundaries in a legacy system. While I was doing these things, my motivation was bumpy, sometimes going to extremes of "I won't do job today, it's completely worthless" and "I can implement this right and quickly because it's very fun and complex". Several electric blackouts, rent price increasing, eshurt blockades. When these waves combined into polycrisis moments, I went to think that my life is completely worthless. But every time I was close to the darkness, it felt that the Angel woke me up. Since this I have released that life still has meaning, until you literally has nothing to pursue your own path for your credo/(para-)ego. That's also why open communities and personalization simultaneously matters, like what I have found in Nostr. Thank you very much, guys! You are cute, cool, smart, strong and kind! You post interesting stuff valuable for learning. However, the journey was interesting for me. I became more like a cat person, sleeping longer hours per day (siestas for warm months and longer monophasic sleeps in colder months). I has fallen in love for playing chess with myself. Sometimes lucid dreams happened with which did like watching and acting in episodes. I has gained clearer understanding from software practice in why freedom is different from anarchy, why harmony and love is different from obedience and complete passivity. It is a time when even autistic person like me needed to break a doubt wall towards more sociability and integrate it with existing logical, mechanistic, probabilistic, fuzzy thinking styles. I started to maintain my own relay, modified it to make Nostr more interesting and prosperous. Kinda meta-game. Merry Christmas and Happy 2026 year! I wish you peaceful, fun and interesting 2026 year. Make handcrafted stuff, make open source, self-host Nostr relays, your sites and AI models, participate in discoveries, keep your peace and curiosity. Only all the gods of the Universe know what is right, starting from the lowest levels and going further in infinitely open nature towards love. Time to extend (meta-)thinking to emergentism and multivariate/open reductionism. Forgot FOMO and cons retardation, chill, have a fun and do right thing =^.^= P.S. Remember SOPA, PIPA and ACTA back in 2011-2013. They were threatening shared media and then the entire Internet. They did not happen...

A track of the ending 2025 year:

GN =^^= 🌙

If you wanna mass media, then there's already global feed and default clients facade as an entry-point for novices who never read about Nostr before. Those who bored of it, just go deeper for more relays and niche clients. Noisy person-targeted ads never change this direction and never end well for media. #blog #nostr View quoted note →

Yakihonne client didn't open until I just rebooted my mobile Internet xD

I actually believe that quality of people in whole and averagely also increases with complex advancement in technology, education and spirituality (leave hierarchical epistemic for children, maximum teens plz). #blog

AI bubble already has demonstrated what fake progress is. Which is not even humanistic like it was in 2000s-2010s. View quoted note →

Repeat again: Nostr is a niche protocol and it needs to build and establish new purpose for using it (which is again: self-personalization of feeds and self-diversification of relays). Otherwise it's not different in quality from big tech/gov platforms if you're so hurry for making Nostr just another ad channel. I think, non-techie content creators also need to get smarter and more interesting. View quoted note →

Haha, event kind 24 for public messages alerts is so "smart" move. Just in playing the same "bad cop & good cop" tactics, which eventually makes free Internet sh*tty: from one side there are heavy restrictions on access to non-certified nodes (gov/big tech bad cop), on the other side there are ad noise which kills self-personalization of feeds and self-diversification of relays (proto-big tech/influencer good cop). However, it's still far from another mass media retardation bc note length is usually limited for several KBs and bots have limited computational resources to crawl users massively, but it's one of mid-points to it. Luckily nostr-rs-relay has an option to disable certain kinds of events (including the nostr-rs-relay-x fork). I just disable kind 24 on my relays. And I always use Nostr for connecting with people who share my interests and worldview, to learn new stuff, to share my technologies and knowledge, to keep the Internet in hands of ordinary people like us. #nostr #relay #relaydev #programming #softwareengineering #indietech

And then believe if that is gonna make new symbiotic equilibrium or not. Depending on morale of agents. View quoted note →

I still see many posts which fail to understand an essence of polycrisis: sorta "we need revolution", "we need to peacefully disobey", "we just need new coin/tool X which enhances privacy" etc. No, this time won't be like past times. They can still employ AI, IoT surv. even when ordinary people will struggle with access to Free Global Internet, they can enforce people to work harder for less with combination of this plus retardy think tanks. Polycrisis is exactly an antagonist to diversity and dynamic, fundamentally non-deterministic nature of evolution in open systems. Best you can do is copying <<<their>>> behavioral patterns and do better than them, including making new stuff for Nostr with your own relays, glue protocols etc. (that's why dying civilizations always want to increase wealth inequality, worsen education and medicine and tighten surveillance). The thing is that they see entire world as closed system and try to convey this meme in different forms, including pseudo-scientific speculations on nature of Universe. 2026 will be even more interesting**