#asknostr #checkin
Using ask nostr for visibility.
I'm not sure what's going on, but I'm hurting like never before.
We both are (the hubs and I). We're still under duress as we haven't progressed in our situation.
Question:
What do you do to be able to hear and know #God's will for your life?
I'm feeling utterly disconnected.
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@IsabelSydow Queen of Shrimps (but u can call me Dan.)
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Fine Art Illustrator. Bitcoin Art. Nostr Art. Toxic Maximalist. #FreeAssange #FreeRoss Pronouns: Bow or GFY
Hmmm ... so...
I can't write #notes with my #tablet... but I can with my #android #phone?
#chrome is fucked up.
*cries herself to sleep*
It's been a rough go working on #taxes and #budgetting. After that, more rough going hopefully accomplishing #moving.
All the while trying to stay #sane and keeping the hubs from getting a heart attack or pull out his 20 gage. (he's having to be working f-t too, while everything feels like it's crashing on top of us).
But I do have #faith and I know that there are no good guys: #WeAreTheGoodGuys
#Nostriches, #Bitcoiners, #Artists & #Homesteaders know it.
#Checkin
#AskNostr
What taught you that, in life, YOU are the good guy? The hero you learned the hard way that he or she wasn't coming to rescue ya'?
I want to learn to live a #primitive #pioneer lifestyle.
I grew up in abject poverty. We had no #electricity nor running water during my #childhood.
We had major #foodInsecurity. Yet, there were a few glimpses of happiness, amid the #violence and the #poverty.
I hustled and was quite #entrepreneurial throughout.
Today, my "convenient" #American life is being disturbed.
Not only by the fact that our family neighborhood has been turned into a state-enabled hub for #WelfareQueens harboring criminals, dealers, thugs that the state protects. (How could they not?); but also by the fact that, as the only homeowners, any property maintenance on the roof over our head falls on us. Today, well, the husband has been needing to play electrician.
As an ex-government agent, I can remind you all that the #state is not here to resolve any problems.
It's here to pretend to resolve problems, but they really need those problems to continue.
They, in fact, need those problems to proliferate.
You have to think of how a #corporation runs.
In order to continue getting the continued capital they need, they must show #profits to bolster the confidence of #investors.
Corporations (depending on their line of business) are charged with the obligation of growth. (I too worked in the corporate world, I too partnered in a corporation).
As tired as I am at the moment, I can't rack my brain to find examples of successful no-growth corporations.
I'm not trying to shit on businesses, I'm all for entrepreneurship. However, this characteristic of the current socioeconomic system we live in continues to prove time and time again the failures of its own sustainability. We're not talking about "green" measures here, just plain survivability.
#Entropy moves into just about anything, but can we agree that it moves into some systems faster and with more impact than in others?
Just like in corporatism, government needs to be the cancer, the parasite that must grow and grow eating of its host.
So, why resolve problems, when such problems are the ones that keep you funded?
Why fix anything for anyone when the #FED can simply fund you and enrich you for your continuously "REQUIRED SERVICES"?
Same as with a corporation which looks to solve a need or it identifies a gap to try and supply that need or cover that gap; the need and the gap themselves become the reason of such corporations/government agencies to EXIST.
No need, no demand. No need, no supply.
Where does the desire to learn a pioneer/primitive lifestyle fit into this?
#Sovereignty.
#Statism and #Corporatism have #Dependence in common. Hence the reason why #Totalitarianism & #Monopolism seem to always be their "most successful" stages, their ultimate ways to have reached the so sought-after "cornering of the market".
I am naive, I'm sure, even at my old age.
But isn't due to the failures of #statism and #corporatism that #Bitcoin had to be given birth to?
Dependence.
Good grief.
You have no clue how long it's taken me to text this from my phone with half a bar...
That and my arthritis doesn't help!
I honestly believe that #btc and #nostr rekindled a fire in me. One to try to be as self-reliant as possible.
A corporation and a government may not like that in us. They need us to be dependent and reliant on their product / service, hence the large number ways they impose on all of us to control us.
Am I all for #FreeMarkets? I am. The question is, who is defining #FreeMarket for who.
I am naive because I sometimes forget how sick I am and how poorly I can get.
But in my moments of my perceived #lucidity I DO see myself thriving in my #imagination. I have to think it to be it.
I see myself conserving as much energy, being frugal about my resources, my utilization of goods, services; and wasting as little as possible.
Directing my energy where it matters: run my node, produce power to mine? Who knows.
Trying to get healthier so I can learn more, share what I learn, grow real relationships/circular economies... Frugally giving my hard made/hard earned sats in a voluntary and wilful exchange for as hardly made/produce goods/services.
BTC makes the peer to peer transaction that much more FAIR. It reduces friction and minimizes the animosity in negotiation.
#Bitcoin is #Decentralized, #OpenSource and #Verifiable.
Have you known of any billion+ valued corporation and government that is as decentralized, open-source and transparent as #Bitcoin?
(What do I know, may you have? #askNostr)
I pose a couple of questions:
How will Bitcoin #Plebs & #nostriches #thrive if the system followed & very deeply programmed into us is one that completely enables & supports a #FIAT mindset and behaviors??
How do you see a return to some primitive/pioneer lifestyles, in as many aspects of your routine as possible, enabling the bringing forth of the replacement of the FIAT system by a supercharged #BitcoinStandard?
The hubs fixed both the internet and the electrical panel safely.
Praise God!!!!
Enjoy the gif!!!!


#nostr #checkin #asknostr
I hadn't been doing my checking-in.
It's not looking good (for now), I honestly won't feel safe until we're able to leave this place.
Not an easy feat. We will have to sell where we live and we have 14 years of belongings and equipment to move.
Question:
Mind letting me know of US places where health insurance and homeowners insurance won't break my back as NorCal has been?
We hv family in the US and that makes it hard to move #abroad.
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#Praystr #AskNostr #Checkin
It'd be too much to ask for anyone to follow what the hubs and I are going through presently. I'd like to ask for some more prayers. Tomorrow and the next few weeks will be pivotal. I am literally quaking and my body aches even more than usual.
It is literally hard to stand without fear of passing out.
But stand I will.
Philippians 4:13
I can do all things through #Christ who strengthens me...
Sheesh... anyone notice the lack of critical analysis of #ElonMusk, #PeterThiel, #Vance, and many other folks... over, uh, anywhere?
Why are folks blind to see that ALL POLITICIANS and monopolistic corporations are only in it for themselves and to keep us all endlessly in servitude?
#AskNostr #Checkin
Just a quick #asknostr #checkin.
Exhausted and creeped out, but hopeful and filled with #faith.
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