Happy 15th! Chinese food was good. Called my dad aka Big Pa. He talked to the kids, made them laugh. He’s without power. Ice. Kentucky. My two bros have his generator. 🤦🏻‍♀️. My dad is worried about his pipes freezing. My 2 broa have enough $ to buy their own and give him his. Anyway.

Alex Pretti was a 100% pure execution style rage act by an Ice Agent or multiple ice agents. (one gun used? Data? Evidence?). @jack I’m outraged at seeing this behavior on United States Soil by Ice after he’s struggling to breathe. I’ll finish writing this out, it involves $. More to come. #thebeekeeper

@jack I saw her, I actually like watching her because she’s straightforward. Anyway, I’m seriously gonna count myself out from lash day. I’m good. Nail day? I can do that, but not lash day. Some things I just do not want to spend time on. However, Abby, Emmy and I would like to go to a scalp spa. I saw an ad for a local salon. They clean your scalp, use a camera etc. head massage is glorious. I’m Scrolling tik tok. Have to stay up to delay the dishwasher etc.

Took a hot epson salt bath- I’m very sore after the fall. My left leg is always high pain. Now I’m sore like after a fall. It’s not bad, just sore. My left ankle was twisted I’m glad I was braced . My left knee is sore from twisting. My 3 kitty g-babies Emmy just texted me. ❤️.

Unbelievable. He never appears to have a weapon. @jack this situation is over the top. He’s not holding a gun and making threats. Disgusting and dishonorable towards citizens. I’d like to notate. Protest quietly, in numbers, have signs, do not throw anything. Have a chant but protesting is about acting civilly to stop uncivilized actions by government and businesses.

Well, got my prescriptions and then Abby and I had to search some stores for more safety salt, found 2 bags for $11 something. Luke helped. I twisted my ankle, knee and my big toe is hurting- it’s numb from the surgery right up to the nail bed. Peroneal nerve perm damage. I’m more sore than I usually am from gimping around. #themedicalalgorithm at least I’m flexible and athletic still, not like I was but, still am. These dr’s took so much from me by being dr’s. Nothing like a fall on the stairs because of torture dr’ing making a bum leg. I didn’t tumble head first- I slid- ended up twisting my left leg and on the bottom red step. 🤬🤬🤬🤬😡. There was salt, it just got snowy again and needed more salt? Hmm.

I just fucking slipped down the stairs and hurt my left leg. Fucking God Damn. I going to get my scripts. Fuck. All of a sudden my left quit and bam down I fing went. I’m so pissed. I gimped back up and grabbed the salt and resalted. Fuck. Like- here bitch slide - just my left leg is hurting. Caught myself holding the railing- 🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️. @jack it just didn’t work and down I went. It’s called drop foot or you’re my fuck bitch coined by the drs treatment. I’m in the car, uggg. Warming it up again.

Home, chair sitting, Star Wars blanket, watching a Pirates of The Caribbean. I’m tired. I can see it. Been a road of avoiding bumps etc. “I keep the boy. 99 souls.” Says Davy Jones. He’s one of the very best designed bad guys. General Grievous is to. Captain Jack is one of the best good guys so is Gibbs, Barbossa the other crew members, but obviously in the gray area.

Dang. She did a hard start, but, she started. I have this giant piece of coat on. It’s a Michael Kors. My aunt donated it to me. It’s kinda big but very warm. I wouldn’t buy Kors, but, it’s a nice coat. Long, furred hood. I’ll update after urgent care. Get this over with.

Child System updated to the 23rd. Now I have to wait 2 business day’s for deposit- so Tuesday probably. I’m glad the fix worked. My cute kitty g-baby Opal. We call her Opie and Emmy calls her chicken. She got really chubby after she got spayed. My sinuses are infected, going to urgent care. They open at 9. Just get Z-pack, listen to my lungs. Wait for prescriptions. Been long enough. GM. Lots of stuff breaking, this n that like being cursed. I’m writing a pirate story that they are looking for a walnut- earthy story about the walnut being held hostage and needs freeing. I love Captain Jack Sparrow and the whole crew. Keeps me busy. I do believe in curses- mostly they come from religious people. Funny that. It’s -14 actual. Supposed to get a touch warmer later- like zero. What a winter we’re having. I’ve been checking in on Fern. Max Velocity is really good at watching her. This n that.

Cookie is cozy right now. Ozzy was in Emmy’s business as usual and my really good orange earlier. So glad it’s Friday and no school tomorrow. I’m working in laundry. I threw the living room couch blankets in the wash- done it before but this time I had to take them soaking wet out of the washer and into my tub then spin them out one by one. Why? Idk. The crocheted blanket probably. So, now I’m going to switch and then do a delay on the washer so it comes in early morning. Delay the dishwasher - no frozen pipes ✅. GN.

Watching a live. He’s in Canada. I like him because he doesn’t evangelize.

GM. Child support interactive voice system has different dates than my bank. The amounts are different. @jack obviously this is an issue. It’s shows a balance as of 1/23. The dates are swapped. 12/20/25 and 1/2/26 have the amounts incorrect. I checked my credit union have a screen shot. The credit union has the correct deposits. And I haven’t rec’d child support for January. Coding? Yeah this is a serious coding issue. I usually have the payment 19th or 20th of each month- nothing. He always pays. So. This date issue flip flop is an issue. Another note: Meanwhile it’s fricking freezing outside.

Talked to my dad aka Big Pa- he’s in Kentucky and getting hit by Winter Storm Fern. 7-12 inches is what they are saying. He’s in the mountains so, those roads and ice and snow. Eeek. He’s doing good. He’ll be 80 in April. I’d like to go celebrate it.

I borrowed $100 from Luke and will pay him back. I should be taking care of them, not borrowing. #themedicalalgorithim nothing like sitting and crying because I’m so mad, in the car, warming it up because it’s so fricking cold. Then I wipe my eyes and get this. Since 2019 the misdiagnosis left me here in the future struggling to gimp with a disabled leg. Yah I fricking pissed off. Uggg

@jack everyone knows that religious claims require a following of the God demands. When the demands are not followed it’s called sin and can sit in court on the scales ⚖️ I’m talking literal court. A bunch of religious from one God choosing criminal behaviors. Christian to Christian there has to be forgiveness. Christian to another religion forgiveness doesn’t apply and Christian to non- religious, forgiveness definitely doesn’t apply. I’m just writing notes and having coffee. Sean has the opportunity to join esports for his school. He’s such a bad ass at gaming for his age. I’m not just saying that. I’m encouraging him to join. He can play all the way through high school. Ben wants to join esports for Rocket League for his college. I still haven’t gotten to play Zelda. I’ve always loved video games. What am I going to do about $? Idk. I’m defending my leg by not doing instacart. I’ve been a bit better pain wise by limiting my activity. #themedicalalgorithim magical dump of delivery would be awesome, it comes with such relief.

GM. @jack can you imagine what a nightmare this would be in reality? A group of humans with an “authority” , collecting interest off a collection of Child Support $ to be distributed to the payee’s and they hold it because the were being “blackmailed”. They “hire” some bad guy that will take the fall and explain this bad guy forced them. The bad guy and this whole situation is false- they are colluding with banks and drawing interest- it could go as far as the state politicians using food stamps for themselves and keeping $ that is supposed to help others. They go wine and dine - they’re say they were forced to- but it’s a lie. So many different ways This could play. So yeah, I’m beyond frustrated I need mercy. $ is mercy. We have food assholes, it’s about having control. Mercy to me involves having control over my own $. Mercy means I don’t have to do instacart on my disabled leg. Mercy to me is having my delivery. I don’t have to stop legal business deals and sales. No deals. Anyway. TDOTL is The Daughter of The Light but not the light of a God of suffering- A God that demands human(s) harm themselves to worship the God is a God of suffering.

Got Ben’s migraine script earlier. Roads were go slow and don’t crash or break your shit. Sean’s eye appt was 20/20 no glasses. Dr.Moore is really nice. Abby is bored. Sean is going to make dinner. He likes to cook and I’m right here. Easier on me leg. Supposed to go windchill -25 or something. Winter storm Fern is creating winter weather. Took a nap earlier. Last night I slept better but I’ve been doing less. It sucks except pain is down. Still high but not as high. Waiting on $. Behind the scenes and coding 🤦🏻‍♀️. The whole car rental thing and the homeless man death… hmmmm.

GM. Decisions decisions. No more PT. I just emailed. I need to go back to the Dr for this continuing injury. Sean is done, does not want to go back so we continue activities at home. We have the free gym etc. calf stretcher and balance pad coming. I’m fine with it- have to get off my keg for awhile. Even 80-90 % to give it a rest. Uggg. So I’m happy with this decision, feels right. Now the only thing today is Sean’s eye appt after 3.

Finally unclogged the kitchen faucet. Changed the water heater and it filled with calcium/lime in the faucet when flushed. ✅