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following creative impulses! ☼ freedom > everything Working on @npub1u478qx307ln39tkhdj9r0rvl29yrhdqjdkzv9l98rmtxvwhza6zsm42m4a
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emily 2 years ago
If I must be spending my days working, at least I can do it from here :') image
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emily 2 years ago
But who wants to talk about feelings??? Let's just have coffee together instead 🤣 #coffechain image
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emily 2 years ago
I probably say 40-50% of what I wanna say on here cause I'm scared of the permanency. Nothing controversial I just wanna talk about my feelings 😅 But by nature those should be fleeting... What I personally want in social media that's hard to find (unless I hide my identity I suppose, but I don't want that either) is the ability to talk more freely and openly about my personal experiences, but as someone with a lot of self-criticism, the willingness to be open certainly feels hindered by #nodelete #thoughtstr
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emily 2 years ago
Beauty day for a hike!! #proofofwalk I always pan my videos too fast I know
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emily 2 years ago
Today I learned my cat can climb trees #catstr
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emily 2 years ago
Couldn't sleep at all last night!! Quite literally lied in bed awake until 6:30-something am... not sure if I should blame the new moon or plain old rumination but work is gonna be difficult today 😭 love my sleep #moonstr
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emily 2 years ago
Stuck this #bitcoinsticker on the busiest pedestrian walkway in my town... thinking real hard about where to put the rest 🤗 Thanks @bitcoin.rocks 🥰 image
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emily 2 years ago
I've made so many futile attempts to get people on here, people that I KNOW would love it, but lose them immediately lol View quoted note →
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emily 2 years ago
No matter how hard I try (and I do try, I'm extremely mindful of it) I always feel guilty if I'm not super busy or don't reach a certain threshold (which I arbitrarily set for myself in a different time and place) of productivity. What's worse is that my best ideas come to me when I'm doing nothing for a while, and my mental health is better cause I have time to process and contemplate. I'm also noticeably more creative after I give my mind time to be idle, yet despite knowing that and telling myself it's okay - necessary even - I still feel guilty deep down when I do it! Anyone else feel this way? How do you get over it.... #asknostr #thoughtstr
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emily 2 years ago
Ugh I love it so much 🤤 image