Thanksgiving coming up makes me think about Digit even more than usual. My one online friend isn't posting which makes it harder to deal with everyone else. Can't fully rely on weed to cope because of the health impact. Can't handle how the world has treated me like shit for most of my life. Running out of ways to pass the time or distract myself. Can't believe how long I've needed help and tried to get it and not been able to get it.