Notice how random videos people steal from other people on other platforms go trending on Primal, but not videos I put actual work into and publish on #nostr before anywhere else
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π΅πΈ whoever loves Digit
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Digit is Digit. I love her. I knew her online from wallstreetbets and she disappeared while going through some shit. I keep needing proof she's safe.
To anyone I've ever treated unfairly, I apologize.
Climate denialists often pretend climate change will only become a serious problem in the future, and COVID denialists often pretend COVID was only a dangerous pandemic in the past.
I hate the society that provoked Natalie Rupnow to throw her life away and commit suicide. Last year, her mom also committed suicide, which I didn't know until this year.
People still post pics of Natalie, who was 15, to debate how hot she was, and make comments like "she should have become an Epstein slave instead"

Change my mind
Natalie rupnow is genuinely so gorgeous. I could have changed her. Sheβs so beautiful. I could have changed her. :c
I am still highly concerned that the next spider-verse movie could ruin the trilogy because Israelis won't let us have good movies, so they just take a good idea and fragment it into multiple movies to ruin with the last one
I detached and stole all the nozzles from a gas station today, to protest the petrodollar economy. I had to leave before I could finish the one across the street though
I've kept thinking and decided I should focus less on my bad luck, and more on other people.
I should try harder to connect what we're all going through, and how we all need serious action to stop the authorities from wiping us out. Not just me.
And I shouldn't try to make anyone remember details of my story, until they show actual confusion. Someone doesn't have to remember all the details to get the idea.
Reminder: the cops shot and killed a 1 year old baby this year because they thought his mom was stealing diapers. In Mississippi.
The family will probably spend the rest of their lives trying to get everyone around them to help them get justice, while almost nobody listens or cares.
Imagine pretending Zohran Mamdani is a progressive while he lets shit like this happen.
It gets worse. Imagine pretending Zohran Mamdani is a progressive while he doesn't even punish the perpetrators for shit like this after he already fucking let it happen.


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One of the Most Horrifying Things Imaginable Just Happened in My Prison. Why Is Nobody Talking About It?
βHelp me!β shouted Marcos βBoriβ Alcaraz. βIβm on fire!β
I have a cycle of posting about my feelings/life and then posting a meme or trying to be funny, so people have something enjoyable to read, instead of reading about what I'm going through.
Stuck in first part of the cycle tonight. Not sure what to do about that cycle. Probably need to sleep before thinking about it more. Gn
Some people need to focus less on their fear, for their own mental health. Others are the opposite, they need to focus on their fear more.
There is one person who appears to have a really good balance between the two. I wonder how they do that. I just talk about how scared I am all the time.
I have more good luck than bad luck, except the bad luck keeps making me think about it all day every day.
So being around me also makes other people think about their bad luck, which is worse than mine sometimes.
So it's really hard for me to get out of this cycle of being hurt and hurting others.
So I should get stronger, but not brag about it, so god doesn't punish me for bragging. But I'm not good at gaining mental strength without bragging about it.
So I need more of that good luck, or I'm just going to be in a cycle hurting everyone around me forever.
I feel like Digit telling me I'm not loyal actually made me more loyal. But I don't know if that's true. I'm not sure if I am or have ever been a loyal person. It hurts to not know if my feelings and behavior are loyalty or some other thing.
I wish I could say for sure exactly what is and isn't real friendship. Question weighs on me lately.
I must reiterate this part yet another time:
There's someone that makes my life bearable while hiding their own pain with a strength I can't imagine. You know who you are. We are in some ways pitted against each other by forces outside my control. I hope someday that will end, and I can give more back to you. You might not realize how much I hope that.