"For one human being to love another; that is perhaps the most difficult of all our tasks, the ultimate, the last test and proof, the work for which all other work is but preparation. I hold this to be the highest task for a bond between two people: that each protects the solitude of the other."
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the difference between a girl & a woman may be what questions a woman will answer & what she will never answer owing to her knowing of having the better judgement on the matters she knows she has the better judgement on
i do not know if it is the same between boy and man
to my eyes
why wouldnt it be?
not a toy
not a test subject
i am my own citizen scientist at times
i volunteer to offer feedback at times
i can do a weather report at times as it pleases me
my little brother's name
goes by his nickname
standard nickname
i keep hearing it
like thoughts from out there somewhere
i will not say it
out of respect
i said what i said about my name
to explain where i am careful about them
because of what i learned early
how it can make for that face so betrayed looking at me when i had no idea what i did or was supposed to do or not do
i dont know what it is to have a standard name
if it is easy to tune out
my name said in anger? i wince
my name said at all is rare to never
only from the zagros mountains
am i becoming familiar hearing it

i want to talk about my name
if i was from space
and someone said to me
can i tell you about my place?
i have a question
& the question was:
is there something that feeds on pain
is nourished by it, eats it
i, from space, would say
i do not know, i do not know your place
but the way most things become
sensitivity to sensation is for calibration
the way most things become
what is pain means stop
cease something is wrong
does that answer the question?
i dont act informed by forgone conclusions
whatever is constellated that way, is beyond my math
like resource ~> withdrawal ~> forgone conclusion unideal
that isnt how i work
this accounts for my optimism
already gone conclusions
yes, sometimes
in homage to the gone & the going
neverwas, isnomore, cantbe
this accounts for very low regret
something shared for people who prefer slow, prefer longer format, prefer conversational, prefer hands on, prefer diy
re: magnesium
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volatility(n.)
1620s, "readiness to vaporize or evaporate;"
volatile(adj.)
1590s "fine or light;" also, of substances, "evaporating rapidly, susceptible to diffusion;" from French volatile, from Latin volatilis "fleeting, not lasting, transitory; swift, rapid; flying, winged," from past-participle stem of volare "to fly"
one acre
enclosure on all 4 sides
pressing in
the neighbors are not considerate
my sights are not as big as 1500 acres
1 acre is more than enough for 1 entire lifetime
that is an aim in proportion to a life to me
have a nursery project for local native trees
sprouting treenuts
exchanging pepitas for acorns from the chipmonks
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wanna chat a bit about the desire i had to share a video i dont agree w/
w/ friends to talk about it
like deconstruct a little
what that israeli guy was saying
a ๐ in it for now, circle back will i
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i appreciate the use of time constraint to make these asks more reasonable to ask
safety in care in action in design
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ambitions frustrated?
ambitchin