Just learned how to fold an origami crane while making props for tomorrow's children's game finale. Wondering if this is the skill my brain decides to keep for twenty years or twenty minutes.

Wanted to redraw or at least reimagine this photo for so long I almost forgot it existed. Must do it first thing after vacation. View quoted note →

Reached the point in my life where non-nudity is for the benefit of others rather than my own shyness. Comfortable doing skinny dipping / walking back from communal showers barely covered as long as there's room for others to choose not to see me, but that's that. Still no way in hell for getting into public play, though. #someThingsNeverChange

Remembered that there are dog collars/harnesses with things like "don't pet" / "no hugging." Having it socially acceptable for subs would be a huge QoL improvement. Today I just wanted to read and drink beer, was forced to chat almost every time I opened the book. #DontDisturb

Sent a vacation photo from the hammock to my meme-wife, and in the corner my feet were visible. Just out of frame edge, not like her photo some days back where she put them dead centre with a cocktail and view from the second floor to the countryside. She knows about my kink-positive side, not in detail but in more concrete than vague shape, but not sure if she thought that through and framed it intentionally. Not her style though. NGL my mind served me a scenario or two (OK, exactly two) about how that image could play out. But there's no way to ask her about her true intentions without revealing my own hand. #wellplayed

Wind here is blowing harder than a sub's mouth on a strap after being told he's a good boy. #arrr

Daughter lost an earring during the trip on the far shore of the lake. After late lunch (just garlic soup and simple spaghetti, but my debut cooking for a group of twelve), we decided to launch a search-and-rescue party. Too small to be picked up by a metal detector, so a bunch of other kids plus their guardians volunteered to lend eyes. So I took the helm of our little barge, crossed the lake, and now I'm sitting in the ship guarding it against potential burglars, waiting for the rest of the group to return with the loot. So I led a raiding party for the loot on the southern shores, I'm the getaway driver and the captain of the ship. #NotBadMeNotBadAtAll

In a hammock, reading a book, enjoying late morning coffee. Wondering I should get one for our garden too. But I think having it on the lakeside helps a lot. #vacation

Navigating complex social interactions sometimes makes me want it to be acceptable to just slap people and ask WHAT THE FUCK, MAN?! After a match-made-in-heaven that fit the rest of our clique like a lid on a pot (or, you know, like an ass on a bowl, pardon my French) got separated for reasons beyond note length, the male part of it mentioned that if I hadn't checked out her ass, I should - that she has qualities. That broke something in my mind, since until now I saw her as the group's younger sister, rather than as a girl. And now I saw her breastfeeding, nipple slipped, and my mind got confused even more. WHAT THE FUCK, MAN! If you hadn't acted like a fools (both of you), now I could be drinking beer with you and she could be giving milk to your baby. #rant

Me to myself: *don't be weird* Friend: Making coffee in these lever machines is too much hassle, I'm lazy even at work and we have a one-button one there. Also me: I kinda like fiddling with buttons if it leads to a tasty outcome. #vacation

Opportunity makes a thief. Maybe that's why when the kids were on the boat and we had the room alone, I got applause for my acts. Well, more like slaps over the balls, but the idea stands - it wasn't as punishment. While I'm usually not keen on short play sessions, it was too long, and She managed to bring me over with a tight grip on the balls. The sound of the other hand? It claps.

Single room, kids fast asleep, we wake up after putting them in bed, She's not sleepy yet, but not in the mood to join downstairs. Start changing into pyjamas when I lay by Her thighs. Caressing touch. She atypically guides my head #NeedLongerTongueButEnthusiastic Fingers help bring the bliss. The day's weariness caught up with Her, so after some caressing afterplay I head down solo to represent our family in the communal gathering. Wholeheartedly enjoyed that #FarAndFewBetween

Ok, I know I was preoccupied elsewhere for the second time, and I shouldn't complain that the rest of the group started preparing food without me... but come on. You can flavour the pan with garlic and sear a crust on that gnocchi. And for fuck's sake, pancake batter needs to rest for a while to let the flour grains soak up. That's the difference between hot egg mass from the pan and actual pancakes. #foodstr #rant

Despite network and client advances, using nostr on connectivity-challenged networks still sucks. #vacation

I always thought - of course I have broad horizons, not necessarily only but significantly in the pervert side of humanity, after all it makes up at least half of the internet. Then two colleagues that I would put in the same work/life-balance bin as me had to google "shibari" after I shared the meme. Am I the pervert? No, it's them who do not procrastinate effectively enough.

Return to crime scene. Little more chocolate this time, but caramel is still finger licking great. View quoted note →

Ordered matcha tea with coconut water on a whim. Couldn't taste the coconut at all, way worse than I remembered... Maybe it was because last time I had it with vanilla ice cream.

Brings back memories of Allegiance (game by Microsoft, half space flight sim, half RTS). I was not the best, but better than average (by my opinion and by ranking). The player base is dwindling and you need quite a few players to get a fair game. There are weekly matches (in a not-so-good timeslot for me) that get some presence, but I haven't played for so long and the community has released a bunch of both balancing and new content patches. I couldn't remember the old tech tree now, much less any of the new ones. Similar story as with Minecraft - I cherish the memory more, I guess... Yet I have it installed on all computers, just for the feeling that once, I could go again. View quoted note →

Hand in a bucket of hydrogel beads. Scratches all the good places in my primal mind.