Have about a weak hour of time to kill before picking up kids from some activities. Taking a random walk brought me to a mall that reminded me of a fun task/punishment from way back. Basically you can have as many orgasms as you want, but it must be in semi-public spaces. Think public restrooms, off the path in nature, etc. Oh, and you can't revisit and reuse places. So it basically turns into a game of attrition which you will inevitably lose. As an unexpected benefit, I got a Pavlov reflex anytime my subconscious identifies places like that even these days

Waiting for the coffee maker to warm up, reading names of the coffee pods: creamy vanilla, house blend... wait, like how it works, like you bend everything to get chores at home done, like was that one cyberpunk sex story in which a girl installed a chip in her brain to get skills for a big clean-up and it turned out to be so much more than the maid skillset she asked for, resulting in... Oh wait, house bLend, ok that makes so much more sense. #curiousmind

I keep one die from story cubes on my desk. These dice have icons instead of numbers, each is different and they are meant to vaguely guide through stories never told before. I heard that teachers like using them for second language learning. I swap the die from time to time, to keep it interesting, and I create small fantasies around them, sometimes with dragons, sometimes with fulfilling intimate life, sometimes noir themed. Helps to distract from both work and/or the healing introspection that occurs when one is down. It's fun. #lunchbreakcoffeeramblings

Lazy Monday morning at work got me thinking about the lack of certain types of content on Nostr. I could mirror some bdsmlr blogs like some npubs here do with Instagram/etc. (while ignoring image hosting issues and potentially the preference of the original authors), but that seems a little meaningless. More text-based accounts would be nice, but usually it's a mixed bag and I don't have time for cherry picking. Oh well, I should probably work on actual work...or writing some smut again. I have my idea chest overflowing but I'm too lazy to actually start writing.

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Unfortunately we had overcast, so no moon gazing for us. Little envious of a friend that on my impulse let kids stay up late and he said that it was beyond expectations. #astronomy View quoted note →

Looking at today's weather, it would also be fair to say that I like foggy mornings and evenings too. I should probably move to the UK, but I like my Orwellian dystopia in books only. View quoted note →

Watching and listening to some voodoo-level magic of one gal playing a live set with programmable music (check strudel.cc) and thinking, there must be something like that for sex toys, right?

Read something about cold-braiding horses which leaves them with pigmentless hairs and now I am deep in the rabbit hole exploring if such braiding could be used for, I don't know, making patterns in your pubic hair maybe?

For folks outside of America, don't forget to look up this night, blood moon is high!

Space & Telescope

Total lunar eclipse March 2026: All you need to know - Space & Telescope

The moon will pass through Earth's umbra, or the inner part of Earth's shadow, on March 3, 2026, creating a total lunar eclipse (Blood Mo...

#astronomy #grownostr

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I have unplannedly made pasta with spinach in the oven. Wanted to try LLMs this time - described ingredients at hand, asked to plan meals for 3 days. Usually I do this dish with chicken and I defrost the spinach from the morning and cook it separately first. But I had no chicken and no time, ChatGPT suggested using ham and defrosting spinach directly in the frying pan. Well, it worked and it tastes good. So now it's in the oven and it will hopefully get the seal of approval. #foodstr #grownostr

I love falling asleep during heavy rain. Storms are even better. #grownostr

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Warm weather invites me to sit in the meadows, drink partially fermented wine, smoke shisha, listen to some buskers, just drift into the night... #ohtobeyoungagain

Visited said logopedist today. Well, just wanted to say that having perfect lips with naturally white teeth doing 'Aaahs' and 'Oooos' at you and swirling her tongue is NOT a good way to desexualize those exercises. Also had a brief lecture about how tongue can ache after long exercise and that means you are doing it well. I have never been into #praisekink, but oh well.... So next time you meet some guy on the street sticking his tongue at you, please do not take it personally. Maybe it's me. Training for the championship ✊ View quoted note →

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It's almost 2AM already? 😱 Something tells me that I fucked up my sleeping schedule again. Must be the new school year for sure.