Multiple layers of sad today, but not really much I can do, but just smile and push on. Urg. Being a human is complex sometimes. I want to curl up into a ball and become a fucking forest hermit and Maybe try and live under an actual rock.
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Time zone change hitting hard this time around. GM


GM. Ill be in you later today ohio.


The irony of me being considered the responsible one who people call to help them make bail whenever they fucking need it.......
In this particular situation, I love the person dearly and I'm definitely gonna help them out because what's happening is completely fucked up. But I swear to fucking God I am so sick of this bullshit. Not the first time in my life I've had to help someone make bail.
I'm at that weird intersection of feeling like I need a haircut, but also wanting to keep the long hair that I spent the last year or so growing out.
I also realized the irony of simultaneously disliking most hippie types while looking like one.
Gm


I dont understand those who can Regularly wast an entire day by sleeping.