SubconsciousErosion_0x0

Most people do this and I don't know why (The following is an example of what not to do) I confronted someone with a lie they had told everyone. It wasn't even a big deal, however, I'm looking for patterns. When said person was presented with the counterargument by the third party, the proceeded to deflect by pointing out something potentially awful about the third party. I had stated that the third party discussed how the friendship between them and this person was terminated. Simply put, he was bothersome and had interrupted the third party's girlfriend's sleep by being relentless and needy; to which the person rebuttals with "I don't even have his GF's phone number". I stated that it was conveyed that part of this onslaught of calls was via Facebook, to which he had no response. Of course not. Now if you're defending yourself, don't just assume you know more than you do, and certainly don't state which mediums weren't used unless you're prepared for a follow up. Every piece of information offered unprovoked just serves as a clue -- well if you offer up some information willingly, why not other information? Especially if it's so similar in nature... Such as pertaining to the method of conveyance... Just odd. However, while being accused of telling a story that may have not been true, the person decided to out the third party as being a very young waifu enthusiast. To which I noted was concerning, but had nothing to do with the issue at hand. This is deflection and a distortion. He remained friends with the third party after witnessing questionable behavior, so why would he use this information to sway my opinion about the third party and make him seem less trustful? It wasn't a big deal when he witnessed whatever it was that he witnessed. But... He knows I heavily frown upon that type of degeneracy. Nevertheless, this doesn't change the fact that he lied to me and everyone else about something so small. Something that he does to everyone... Incessantly annoying actions that put people off. He does this to me, he does this to other people, and people do not want to engage with him because he is needy and clingy. My biggest question is why would he think that I would buy in to his shenanigans when I'm already aware? This is weird to me. This is not something that one should do. Being honest is better. Being a good liar is more favorable.

I'm so bored with politics and religion

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There's a trajectory that we've been on for so long that when things start to finally unfold I'm already bored I do not know how to mitigate this lack of response anymore

Fake does get boring from time to time However delusion makes life feel more interesting

When people lie to make themselves look "better" (for lack of better phrasing) I sometimes wonder if they're just practicing in case they interact with someone perceived as more important

Social media is like reading a well scripted crash out The difference between it and a mediocre novel is that the author of the novel generally doesn't lose the plot

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It just hits

Hilarious

17 beers 4 shots and other later Me Should I go get some more beer? I mean... For the most part all my facilities are functioning properly. I can still walk a straight line and form a coherent sentence. People Maybe not Me Yeah but People But what Me I thought it went without saying

Thoughts: I assume getting more than halfway through a book in a day is weird to you (all of you) You usually have books read to you and it doesn't quite... Go that fast... For you... So to speak... But that's ok Like Shit happens

Friends have been upset and acting weird So it hits me Ok I made you feel dumb on several levels The book thing is another issue huh? It's a random book I was reading it yesterday Like all by myself I'm sorry I got too far Like wtf am I supposed to do?

Oh some things are terrible So I changed my status to in a relationship You know how many dumb ass guys that stopped being.... Weird? 0 I'm trying to be super realistic to stop them It's not working Guys are like omg you're beautiful You're sexy I'm like I'm elbow deep in human feces I didn't get to shower today My hair hasn't been combed in like a week Does that stop them Oh fuck no

I don't really fit in Like anywhere

Friend Knows a few German phrases Me Ok let's work on grammar Or at least Grüß für Anfänger Friend What Me Oh I see Ok well I'll let you steal the spotlight when we're out and about... But I really want to educate you.... Friend Bitch Me No this is love Get over yourself

I guess it's weird Friends put on a whole show And I'm just like Oh fuck I made you feel dumb didn't I I'm sorry I didn't mean to I understand your ego is going through it right now Ok I mean we can play pretend But I'm drinking The real me is gonna come out You can ignore it though

Thoughts: :( I'm not trying to make y'all feel dumb I just I am what I am It seeps out As it does with anyone It's inevitable

Friend: I actually gave a speech on quantum teleportation Me: Oh God ily But no you didn't I know why you're doing this I made everyone feel dumb and you think quantum physics is easy... It's not... But omg my dick gets hard when people want to theorize with me... I absolutely LOVE it. So.. yes please... Tell me more about your fictitious mock up Ted talk.... Absolutely. Friend: Something something lackluster explanation Me: That's ok Keep trying 💕

- am I overloading you? - yeah kinda - oh I figured... I mean I understand that your brain capacity doesn't match mine... That's not to be rude though. - yeah I get you it's just that I -- - no say no more ... I understand... I do this to a lot of people.... So do you want a crash course in psychology and quantum physics... Or no not right now? We can talk about other shit like social media brain rot... That cool too... - ummm - oh I see