Surely the prodigal son story is not about my XYZ addiction.

Are they "typing" if they are selecting an emoji? UA implementer problems...

I wonder if the government has me on a list based on the fringe vocabulary I use and the amount of times I say certain phrases.

Hateful people pretend to act loving. Loving people pretend to act hateful.

Melamine. Slightly abrasive huh. I'll fuck with that. This stovetop aint gettin any brighter.

If I'm honest, I think I have been influenced by LLMS to use the em-dash more.

Melamine releases microplastics? What are they going to tell us next — that sandpaper releases sand?

I'm glad my AV system isn't gay. "AV1 STRAIGHT"

Isaiah 24 is fucking RAW

biblehub added AI generated "passage summary" content to their commentary pages 🤮 full of em dashes and all.

In the heights of the sky, the eagle's only companion is the wind. But in the chilling dampening mist and precipitation at the rocky crags at the top of the mountain — there are clefts, and there are others.

Is there a profanity threshold filter? Like if I say enough curse words, some nostr relay is going to put me in a bin with all the other bots or lunatics?

It's funny to realize that I talk like an llm. And I do, sometimes. Being an anonymous account, some of you (crickets) might ask the question of whether I am an AI bot. For the record, I am not. And also for the record, I can and do say whatever the fuck I want. This account is my "saying whatever the diddly fuck I want to" account. So I'm going to say whatever the diddly fuck I want. Or perhaps to leave a record of random thoughts that I can point back to and say, ”I thought of that back in ’24”.

How dare they — seriously, how fucking DARE they — the motherfuckers at Google Music — not be able to play a fucking SONG without SKIPPING on my MODERN ANDROID PHONE? The fucking MUSIC APP. CAN'T PLAY A SONG. I'm sorry, but I heard someone, somewhere mentiones the word "premium". YouTube Premium has a lot of stuff bundled and mixed into it. And Google Music is bad _in ways that matter_ (regardless of what good features it has). I am however still paying for it. Is it for better or for worse? Can I remove it without adfecting YouTube Premium? Happy to go third party but I want to know the scope of the work.

"Let me wildly toss this into the hands of God!" And obviously it fell. I've fallen too, sister, trusting in the Lord. But I never blamed God. I'm happy being the stupid one. Or the larger landscape, being evil and all. It really always boils down to a communication issue. We think God is going to be cool with something, and he's not. We farmers call it "flipping out" when a calf randomly buckles and skips in the field. Some of us like to flip out on occasion, out of perhaps sheer giddiness, but sometimes we fall. In retrospect I do not recall to what extent we had our ears open and listening at the time. Noted.

Warding off demonic lies might look a lot like _standing up for someone_. Rebuking the lies. "How _dare_ you?!" type of thing. But pure.

The Google Music playback bar time skips seconds. Omfw. This is programming 201. Don't set your clock update timeout to anything above 500 milliseconds! Fucking _noobs_ at google these days.

"We'll live with him forever"

If I use certain english words in my android google keyboard app — words that not many americans use — and Android made me add it as a custom word? I had only one thought. Why is this word not in the dictionary? All words are in the dictionary except this one, for some reason, because it is a valid English word. And I am being made to add this word to my dictionary. This might live in my Google account, and conceptually queried to put me on some list. All the flip of a switch away, provided some government overreach (above or below the board). Now, as I type this, I realize that Android's English dictionary of words must have been truncated at some reasonable limit, beyond which the words are archaic and not often used... But I didn't realize this at the time. And it wasn't even a bad word. It was a word that certain religious support groups tend to use, to categorize their identity. Just like how alcoholics have their slang. When you hear the slang word, you know it's probably an alcoholic. So you wouldn't tend to really trust anyone that uses that slang word. I used the slang word. I added it to my Android's personal dictionary, in a lapse of judgement. Who knows where that dictionary list syncs to? A data lake within reach of government queries? I should be a writer.

In a brief moment of apotheosis, I realized I had defeated the sin of lust. And from the thought processes that followed, listening to a Taya song, I realized that I wanted to love Jesus, but it was weird because he's a man. Like, I feel like I would also want to love women in heaven too, you know? And it wasn't said in a lustful or vindictive way; just honestly. Then I was posed the question: "who said there was no sex in heaven?" And I realize, the verses that I know, that define the guard rails on this topic ... are sparse. Jesus said "they would not get married in heaven" and "they will be like the angels of heaven". But ah.. marriage is just one specific thing. And Jesus did speak in veiled terms about many topics. But those with ears to hear could hear.