😂😂🤣🤣 "Venus has OFFICIALLY entered Scorpio, and she doesn’t want butterflies… She wants emotional nudity, unwavering loyalty and your phone unlocked🦂🖤 Intensity isn’t intimacy, honey babies Tell the truth instead of creating a test Here we go! #astrology #zodiac #venus #scorpio"

Fuck you and your stupid gatekeepers.

None will be liked by me. Fuck offfffff

I could have applied to this right away. I was there early enough that I could have nominated some of the people who ultimately ended up speaking—which, according to the application form, would have given me a free ticket. I needed some time to figure out if I could make it. Then I realized I would really like to make it if I could. Being in person for some of the Builder events really brought the right spark in for me. I applied almost a month ago, spent time arranging free accommodations in SF, and kept checking daily for “the organizers’” decision so I could confirm them. I even offered to volunteer if that could help make attendance possible. Eventually, I had to let the accommodations go and decided I wasn't going because I wasn't hearing anything back and had lost my free place to stay. Meanwhile, Presidio was still publicly posting that there was time to apply. So now I realize applying earlier most likely wouldn't have made a difference either. Guess I'm just NOT Elite enough for “the organizers.” And they let me know one day before the actual event. What a fucking joke. I guess “the organizers” curated a very exclusive event that still had seats publicly advertised until yesterday. GFY. Could have at least sent me a readable, properly formatted rejection email with an unsubscribe button. Oh hey... GM. 🌞 Can you tell I'm butthurt when this is what I'm thinking about first thing, before I'm even fully awake?

I am sensing it's gonna get kinda ugly and unseemly in the Bitcoin space for a bit probably coming up already in process. Ewww. But... I sense corruption the moment I stepped in here. So it's only making sense. Nothing hidden stays a secret forever... it would seem.

I was napping this afternoon... My body is still recovering and keeping something at bay... And I had three different phone conversations that kinda took the air out of me... I felt enough rested and as I lifted my head was delighted to see these beauties right outside. Mama and baby deer medicine. If you look closer a second baby enter the picture as the first one went behind mama.

Sept selfies through the years... Happy Wednesday folks.

I'm happy with how my day unfolded. Today was a good day. I have faith. Things will be ok. Slowly but surely. Little by little. I'm on it. It's all gonna align...

Been feeling like some kinda bug is creeping in... Not sure if I had enough vitamin C today to try and keep it at bay. Took some activated charcoal too. + My Betaine HCl with Pepsin, zinc and hemagenics. Been sleeping in a lot the last few days... My body has been needing it.

I am grateful

Shopping for a cute leather barefoot boots to live in this fall and winter. Recommendations? #asknostr

My friend Sean embraces me... Asking if I am back... Or just passing through... I say I'd like to grow roots back here... He says it will be great to have you back here... ...guess it pulled a heart string... I started crying... 😭

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Trying to remain as chill as possible in home office attire and move slower than the MASSIVE URGENCY boiling inside my blood with all the deadlines I'm attempting to successfully complete in the next 4 days involving making major life decisions. #fridgeselfie GM 🌞☕

I was hanging out with a friend by the pool yesterday and all of a sudden I decidiled to go to college. I have a tiny window to see if I will make it in time for fall semester... Deep in the rabbit hole 🕳️ now... If I am not around here anymore.

Summer is not over... I'm catching up... #coregulating

Good morning 🌞 at almost noon... My plan to go to sleep when I was toast by 9pm went completely bust... My cyrcadian rhythm completely wrecked. Got so much to do today and I am so 😩 tired 😴

A couple of months ago a friend was quite unsettled to find out that his 11 year old boy had been introduced to porn by his elder cousins on their summer trip. It was another mom who called him to share this has been revealed on the camping trip she had taken him with her boys. Another friend of mine shared today about his 13 year old daughter who was posting on a secret tik tok account about her struggles with finding a reason to be alive after November. She's been struggling with her weight, dealing with body dysmorphia and self esteem issues. How do you deal with that?! Sending blessings and prayers to the parents with adolescent kiddos and teens out there. To say it's been hard to make sense of the world the last few years is an understatement. Having to make sense of the world while raising children in this climate is a whole other animal of an initiation.

Just saying hi and mostly performing a spontaneous off the cuff multi layered experiment for my own self + curious how you guys doing? #asknostr

Seems like hustle mode is getting activated this morning. Good. I need it.