OMG. The amount of FOMO I am feeling right now about not being in ES next week is unreal. My friend who's on the lake rn just told me he is considering going to Plan B. (He's never been to a Bitcoin conference, and I forsee he'll have a blast). I've literally held this vision for months, probably a year, even planned to be there in November, then I hoped I'd make it in Jan. Considered staying maybe even months. Was there over a month last Jan-Feb. FOMOing so f*ing hard rn., and if I hadn't just made some other obligations today this may have just gotten me to pack, get ready and go. Ugh. Arrrrggghhh!

Good morning, beloved sovereign radiant creators.🌞🌺🫂

Some days I just want to...SCREAM my lungs out.

Awakening begins at the root, where survival and identity are intertwined. Before energy can rise, awareness must descend and meet its own fear. When the need to survive loosens, the old guardian dissolves and reforms. Stability returns,not as control, but as clarity. From that ground, Shakti ascends by herself. #consciousness #ascension #awakening

I haven’t really been using AI image generation much at all… I had a brief little experiment almost two years ago, and it’s kind of wild that I never felt called to it after. Recently though I’ve been loving dropping a daily photo from my walk into Grok video and giving it a little life. That’s been fun. I’m also feeling curious about eventually exploring more cinematic, narrative- driven scripted uses. Wonder what the best tools to use for that are?!

I did give it a good go.

That's a first... a late night message from my therapist. I guess she did mention she had something she wanted to send me to read.

When I was 14, I really loved this song: I was also such a sucker for Nelly Furtado. Relistening now reminds me I had a crush on my best friend’s older cousin for a minute… among many other crushes 🌹🥹💕 Fuck. I wish I could time-travel and go back there for a bit. There was something brighter in the air then… like a rosebud just starting to open on a sunny day.