So I am sitting in knowing in my not knowing and that likely I probably won't know at least for a few days even if I am urgently wanting to know and that relaxing in the not knowing and accepting and surrendering to it is the most peaceful act I can take that serves my highest best. Knowing that I will know when I know and there's nothing I can do to force that but cause myself anguish and tension if I did try to force. Live, let live and let it be. Follow the next inkling and inspired action, breathe, be present doing your best, it will all align as it's meant to in time. Tat seems to be the signal.
Searching for something came across this... April 12 2022 - Jupiter Neptune conjuction. Honestly I don't remember it.... Except that I called that trail my office. It was kinda nice living nearby when I did.